Donghae P.O.V

I take a breath before knock the Dr. Yong's room. I get in with Heechul (he insist to follow). 

"Please, take a seat. You must be Mr. Kim, right?"Dr. Yong greet with Heechul. Heechul nodded. We both take a seat in front of the doctor.

"Long time no see, Mr. Lee. Sorry for late appointment"he added.

"Gwaenchanha. I'm fine"I replied.

"Okay, before I start, would you please lay on the bed? I want to examine you first"

I nodded and go to the hospital bed. I lay on it. Dr. Yong begin to examine me while he said something with his nurse. After 15 minutes, he was done. I get up and take my seat beside Heechul. I feel nervous to hear whatever Dr. Yong will say. Heechul seems notice then he hug my shoulder and try to calm me down. Dr. Yong analyse the result and look both of us.

"As the result showed, I notice that your health seems not very good enough. Have you did some works that make you tired?"he ask. I gulped.

"Neh, but not too much"I answer not sure.

"He lied, doc. Is it his illness become worse?"Heechul interrupt. The doctor sighed. I feel my heart beating fastly.

"I hope you're ready to hear"

I felt something not good here. Heechul hold my hand as trying to give me strength.

"As I said just now, your health is not good and-- it turn to worse. You are in 3rd stage, Mr. Lee"he told heavily. My mind turn to blank. 3rd-- sta--ge? Its that mean I wou--ld-- di--e?

"Don't ever think nonsense, Hae"Heechul whisper near my ear and rub my back.

"Don't panic. I already have for your treatment. Its whether bone-marrow transplant or chemotherapy. We will try to find someone who fit with your bone-marrow. But in the process, you still need to do chemotherapy"he explained.

"Can I be the donor? I doesn't have any illness"Heechul ask.

"Oh you can but we will try make a test first so we can decide"

"Doctor, do I have to stay in the hospital while the treatment?"I couldn't help but to ask.

"About that-- I know you are an idol but-- definitely yes"answer Dr. Yong.

"One more thing, I just want advice you to stop doing any activities. It will cause your health too"he say softly. My heart sanked. So, I need to stop doing any activities? I can't perform anymore? I can't be on the stage? I can't be fun with members? I can't hold back my tears as I run out of the room leaving Heechul and Dr. Yong dumbfounded.

"Cheongsamhamnida"Heechul bowed to the doctor and follow me. I cry hardly and let my tears out. A pair of arm hugged me and pat my head lovingly.

"Hyung, will-- I die?"I sobbed loudly.

"Shhhh~ Don't say like that. You are not going die. You are strong, right?"

"You lied me. I'm not strong. I'm such a weak person. I will going die, hyung~"I cried.

"No~ You are not going die. I won't let you. You must be strong, Hae. My dongsaeng is strong"he coaxed me.

I cried more hear his word comfort me. Heechul cupped my face make me look at him. He wiped my uncontrol tear.

"Hae, fight for your life. You can do that, arasso?"

I nodded and he bring me back into his embrace.