Donghae P.O.V

After we got back from Jeju island, we already busy with some of schedule and last practice. Our concert is about three days more. Along the activities, I try to be strong even I always feel tired and not well. Leeteuk and Kyuhyun had force me to stop practice because they worried about my health. But I  insist to and said to them that maybe I can't do that after this. 

y, free and single

I'm ready to bingo

Finally... I quickly get some water to less my thirsty. As usual, I'm getting tired easily but it didn't make me want to stop. I shut my eyes to relax myself.

"Hyung, gwaenchanha?"Kyuhyun sit beside me with a worry face. I nodded as reply.

"Hyung, if you feel tired, just stop okay. Teukie hyung will be understand"

I opened my eyes and look at my dongsaeng.

"Gwaenchanha. I must be strong"I said. He put a smile on his face and hug me.

"Hyung, I know you're strong. Please, get well soon"he whisper sadly. I hug him back and force a smile.

"I will, Kyu"

He broke the hug. I sense something when he smirked. I raised my eyebrow.

"Your Hyukjae was pissed off, hyung"he chuckled.

"Eh? Why?"I confused.

"Aigoo.. my cute hyung. Of course because he's jealous over me"

Jealous? For what?

"Okay, can please say in detail?"I ask. He pinch my cheek.

"Yah! It's hurt"I snapped at him. He just ignored.

"Hyung. He jealous because he love you"Kyuhyun said with a bright smile.

Uh huh? 

"Who?"I totally blank. He slapped his forehead as he frust with my slow head.

"Hae.. what I mean is Eunhyuk. He love you but didn't want to admit"he try make it clear.

I stunned. Eunhyuk? Love-- me? It must impossible.

"How could you know? He didn't say anything"I doubt.

"I'm Kyuhyun, Hae. Of course I know"he show his smirk and raise his eyebrow arrogantly. I rolled my eyes. Completely annoyed with his self-impress. Suddenly, I realized..

"YAH! I'm your hyung. How dare you call me by name?"I try to smack his head but he quickly avoid. He laugh and get up.

"YAH Choi Kyuhyun! Respect me, okay!"I get up too and chase him around the room.

"Whatever, Hae!"he tease me. This kid!

"Hae, don't run!"Leeteuk warn me and quickly stop me. I pout.

"You'll get tired later. Just ignore your evil dongsaeng"Leeteuk said.

"Hyung, I'm not evil, okay!"Kyuhyun defend himself. 

"Yes, you are, Kyu!"Kangin interrupt. He pout unconsiously.

"Don't pout Kyu! It not suitable for you"Sungmin talked.

"What?? Do you think only you can do that, Minnie?"reply Kyuhyun. He and Sungmin turn to a quarrel mode. Even Leeteuk and Heechul cannot stop them. I laugh unconsiously. Seriously, they are funny.

Suddenly, my phone make a sound. I quickly take in my pocket and look the caller id. My smile dissapear and dash out of the room. I go to the corridor far away from the dance room. I press the button call.

"Yeoboseyo?"

"Annyeonghaseyo, Mr. Lee. I'm sorry for disturbing you"

"Nah, gwaenchanha. What is it, doc?" Yes, it's my doctor who check over me. 

"Erm-- if you not busy, can you please come to the hospital? I want to make a check and explain about the treatment"say Dr. Yong politely. I think before make decision.

"I will come after I finish my practice. Around 11am. Is it okay?"

"Oh.. okay. I'm free at the time"he agreed. After a small talk, we hung up. I leaned my body against the wall. I shut my eyes as I think my illness. Will I recover? Will I to live like a normal person? I just hope that.

"Hae"call someone. I startled and opened my eyes. It's Heechul hyung. His eyes have water around.

"Hyung"I whisper slowly.

"Tell me"he asked. A tear fall down on his cheeks. I glued on my feet. I looked down. I bet he heard my conversation with my doctor.

"I already heard from Teukie but I can't accept. Please, tell me is not truth, Hae"

I keep silent as I hold back my tear.

"Tell me is not truth, Hae. Tell me"he plead. I just stand on my place. I didn't want to move.

Suddenly, a pair of arm hug me. Then I cried.

"Mianei, hyung. I'm such a weak person"I said between my sob.

"No, you're not. You're strong"he repeat his word while caressing my hair lovingly. I culdn't help but cry with his word.

i miss heechul~ :( sorry for a boring chapter.