Hi my name is ChoKyuHyun, well at least thats what they told me. You see i dont really remember what happen to me. I woke up and this angel told me thats my name, show me my wrist which held a tag with a name and age. They told me thats somehow enough prove for me to believe. But i have no connection to the voice that reply them, nor the face that relfected in mirrors. I have no idea of who they are or where i am. How do they expect me to believe in anything when i dont even believe in...'me'.

This is actually an exercise they want me to do. Write a diary, it should recall everything or anything that you wish not to forget, hence thats what i'm doing.  Because according to 'him', someone with higher power has decided to give 'me' and 'him' another chance. A chance to reborn, a chance to live, a chance to choose again. But why does he said it with such saddness, and why does my heart ache when he turn and walk away from me? Is it bcos his face was the first to greet me when i open my eyes to this world, or was it the first sound i heard that gave my warmth, or simply he is what everyone's been telling me. He was my boyfriend, my soul mate, my best friend, my ChoiSiWon.

                                                        
2 weeks ago

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What that...I can hear... sounds, what is it.... wind blowing? roller stakes? typing? someone talking? Yes someone's talking...but to who. My eyes...? why.... Why cant i?, want to move, but i cant....whats happening. This is frustrating, i cant do anything, come to think about it, where am i? what? how? Why can't i move? Its so dark here, and i can't breathe, not enough... not enough air to fill my lungs, i'm getting dizzy, dizzier, help...someone... anyone...  i lost... black... total darkness.
 
~~time passes~~~

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Its that voice again, who is it? what are you saying? i can't make any sense of you, i want to response, but i can't. What? Huh? you want what? Speak up... Leave?!... leave where? who's leaving... again i can't breate... my lungs are collapsing...oh my.... breathe... breathe... breathe... black... darkness.

~~~time passes~~~

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I can feel their moving me, but where? why so noisy? where am i ? HELP me... don't, not to fast, i'm scare. Can someone tell me whats happening? Please... *bam. silent... "Kyuhyun-ah...we're....home" What?! who are you talking to? what ... i dont understand? Home? then where was i before? answers....answers... am i gonna be like this forever? no... please no... breathe...breathe...darkness

~~~time passes~~~

"Kyuhyun!!!!!"
"Kyuhyun!!!!"
"Siwon... siwon...he....Kyuhyun ar... please... he needs you"

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Wonnie?!...whats happening.... what did i just.....who... what... darkness
 

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Its quiet... so quiet... have they.... left me, have these weird noise finally left me for good? oh.. its bright... ackkk... its really bright... breathe... ackkk.. it hurts....

"SOMEONE~~~ anyone!!! people!!! Kyuhyun's waking up... his eyes are moving!!! hurry!!!"

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gosh...thats loud... ackkkkk birght... why so bright....

"Kyuhyun...its real... his....kyuhyun " ~~~
"Kyunni" ~~~
"oh god...Kyuhyun-ah...."
"Kyuhyunnnn-ahhhh..come on...."
"Kyu...wake up... "

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Blur... all i see is blur... i blink a few times... but the lights seem to only