It’s like choosing between life and death.

Of course, anybody would choose life. No one would ever choose death.

Well, except for Youngjae because at this moment, with the situation he is on, there is a little to no difference between the two.

If he chooses to die, it means no more sufferings, no more problems.

 Everything will end, exactly what he wants.

Nah. Just kidding. Of course he doesn’t want to die.

But choosing to live won’t make any difference because he’d be living in hell. Hell on earth.

At least he’d still be able to breathe. Yeah that is the only advantage.

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“Maybe I was that bad in the past …so I will have to suffer like this. Maybe he’s my karma.  It is what it is. You can’t escape him because you need him after all. ” Youngjae tells himself for the nth time.