“you’ve got to concentrate! The next one is your real debut!”

“s-sorry I will do my best Manager oppa”

“go back to your waiting room”

“yes oppa”

Ughhh stupid Kevin and that girl…

I opened the door and tried to remove that image from my mind

“Hey! What happened out there?”

 “Were you so nervous you choked up?”

“MY POOR BABY! YOU’VE GOTTEN SO SKINNY!” Alexander yelled out randomly

I chuckled “No I’m fine everyone. Don’t worry”

“Trying to be a grown up? Come on to us you’ll always be our baby sister”

“Eli oppa! being little is bad enough. Now you call me a baby?”

“of course!” Soohyun pinched my cheeks “Because you are our little baby sister”

Dongho mocked Soohyun’s babied tone

“Yah Dongho! You asking for a beating?”

The door creaked open and everyones attention was now on Kevin

“yah! Where have you been?!”

“Yeah!” Kibum frowned “Our poor baby is having a hard time and all you could do was hang with your girlfriend!”

Girlfriend? Kevin now has a girlfriend??

“Guys! She’s not my girlfriend”

“I’m going to the restroom” I muttered before walking out the door

Cold water splashed upon my face but I still couldn’t seem to accept this reality

That Kevin had forgotten about me and found someone else who he loved more

In the rush of anger I pulled out of my bag, the headband that was once so dear to me

The one that was given by Kevin that I still had with me now

My fingers wrapped around each end, I closed my eyes and listened to the crack as the headband bursted into two pieces

Like how Kevin and I were, broken in half

We’ve been through so much and yet we ended like this

I found myself scoffing crazily at my own reflection

I cant believe the person I’m looking at, believed the words of an Idol she always hated and I cant believe she became one herself

I will do better

I’ll prove it to him that I don’t need him

“Kris! I was looking everywhere for you”

“Kevin…oppa. What do you need?”

“Something wrong?”

“No nothings wro-”

“Krystal! You ready to blow the crowd away?!” Minwoo interrupted

“Just a little nervous” I chuckled softly

“oh Hello Sunbae-nim” Minwoo greeted Kevin

“Hello sunbae-nim!” The twins chimed in harmony

“Hey you guys!” Kwangmin wrapped his arm around my waist “you nervous?”

I nodded my head

“Silly! Just remember what I told you before. This is not the last performance”

“Come on lets get you ready” Youngmin insisted

Kevin looked at me with his sparkling eyes that screamed ‘Whats happening? Who are they?’

He then he turned and walked away

Though the three boys continued to talk to me I couldn’t hear a word because I could only see Kevin’s back who started to get smaller

And it hurt…as if I could hear his every footstep as he gradually became farther

The girl suddenly appeared by Kevin’s side and I watched carefully

My heart stopped for a second when he turned back around to look at me

But that second stopped short when he looked away and held the girl close to him

They continued down the hallway as if no one was watching

“Kris!”

“Huh?!”

“warm up! You’re next!”

I felt sudden hot tears run down my face

“Silly! Don’t be scared! It’s going to be okay!” Kwangmin comforted

“KRISS! HWAITING!!” Alexander screamed

I faked a smile and waved to Alexander who continued to shout and the rest of UKISS who stood behind him

I’m not going to care… obviously Kevin doesn’t care…

Oppa..for now on, Kevins going to be just an Oppa

I swiped away the tears then put on the boldest front I could

I’ll show him…I’m worth it

I don’t need him

I’m alright

But I really know…it hurts so much I…can barely keep myself in reality

Someone…save me

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A/n: AGHHHHH! haha i know how this is gonna end but still....it's sad to me (maybe im just a sappy person LOL)

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