"So this is where you go for shows?”

“mhmm this is the waiting room for Mcountdown” Soohyun answered

I cleared my throat at the awkwardness in the room

“I’ll go wander around while you guys change”

I slipped out of the room without waiting for a reply

 “what can I do around here?” I asked myself

Well I feel silly, why am I talking to myself outloud?

I chuckled to myself

“Excuse me” Four guys rushed by me and ran into the recording room where the stage was

“Hyung! Wait for me!” a voice yelled from behind

I heard his quick footsteps and I intended to move aside so he could pass

However that’s when he began to ran and with bad communication we had crashed into each other

“ah” I winced rubbing my arm as I sat on the floor

I heard the guy huff before standing up and brushing himself off

“Yah TAEMIN!”

“Coming Hyung!”

Without looking he patted my shoulder “I hope you’re okay. Sorry about that” He said before running off

I pulled myself up and scoffed as I watched him run through the doors

I immediately felt the hot tears fill my eyes

Jerk…didn’t even recognize me

That’s right

Lee Taemin of Shinee was the jerk who I cared about, the one who gave me teddy bears

My once  bestest of best friends, but to me he was more than that

Because I fell for him, I was hurt so badly that I hated everything

Especially Idols like him

The sweet and nice Taemin is the reason for my hatred

A bit ironic right?

“Kris lets go!” Soohyun said as he passed me, entering the same room Taemin did

Eli patted my head and followed behind Soohyun

All the others came running, one by one

“ohhh mann I’m so late. Hyung is gonna kill me!” I could hear Kevin sigh

“Hey shortie why are you just standing here? Let’s go”

I shrugged out of his grip

“yah are you crying?”

“no I’m not! Don’t look at me!” I sniffed

Kevin smirked then rubbed my head “Let’s go”

His arm was protectively around my shoulder leading me into the room

For once I felt he was a grown man here to protect me from harms way…

I tried to fill my mind with happy thoughts

Happy thoughts…which were swept away once I saw Taemin on stage

From the side he looked different…His hair was no longer short and dark brown almost black(http://media.photobucket.com/image/recent/kudosandesu/SM%2520TOWN/SHINee2033.jpg) , his hair was now long and orange-ish brown color, styled nicely in a sort of side swept look. (http://forevershiningshinee.files.wordpress.com/2010/08/taemin3.jpg)

He was no longer the innocent young boy I once knew

Shinee finished performing their song but on the inside I was panicking

They’re coming towards my direction! But I cant make my feet move!

My feet were glued to the floor

Aishh I don’t want to run into him again

Kay…calm down I gotta play it cool!

“heyy Soohyun! Good luck out there!” Onew grinned

“thanks bro. That was an awesome performance” Soohyun replied

The other four ran into the side of the stage and cheered amongst themselves

“wooooo that was awesome! Wish we could perform longer!” Jonghyun glowed

I saw Taemin reappear before me with a giant smile across his face as he wiped his sweat away

At last I turned away and attempted to walk away

“Yah! Kris aren’t you going to watch us?!” Alexander shouted

Aishh..caught..

I slightly chuckled then turned back around

All eyes were on me now and I didn’t like the feeling of it

“oh? Yeah.. I-I’m going to watch”

Taemin looked like he was frozen in place

Does he remember me?

Ukiss members smiled and each patted my head before walking towards the stage besides Kevin who suddenly gave me a surprise hug

“Kevin!” I hissed quietly

“What? It’s for good luck” Kevin waved then suddenly turned serious and posed, waiting for the music to start

It’s quiet in here…Shinee has left. Right?

I let out a heavy sigh, it wasn’t one of sadness but it wasn’t one of relief either

“Why the deep sigh? Not happy to see me again?”

I gasped horrified, I almost fell back but was saved…

His long arms had wrapped around my waist and my lips trembled from how close we were

I tried to open my mouth to speak but it was impossible

I was still in his arms for what seemed to be forever

I was still unsure of what was going to happen

Because I didn’t know

I was afraid

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A/n: hehe i wonder if i chose the wrong person...

aghh but Taemin is adorable! 

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