“ayy you already stayed in there all night! Get out!” A muffled voice yelled, followed by more loud bangs on the door

“why are you being like Kevin! Kris! Come out now!” I recognized that voice immediately, Soohyun oppa, he was being strict like usual

I covered my face with a pillow and sighed, I wasn’t planning to leave this room for another couple hours

Once everyone left for their schedule, I’ll sneak out

I want to get out now though

Being in this place is like a prison, whats even worse is that Kevins almost on my mind every minute

“Yo! We have to leave for our schedule! You better be out of the room and eating by the time we get out.” Eli demanded

“KRISSS! Honeyy! You better eat! Don’t starve yourself!!” Alexander screamed

I heard the boys yell their goodbyes…all except for Kevin

The moment that silence filled the dorm, I turned the knob and took a peek in the hallway

“so hungry” I sighed

I straightened my back then squinted as I became more confused “why am I talking to myself?”

As I continued to explore the dorm

Within a split second I found myself flinging my arms wildly, screaming my head off

“GAHHH!! WHO TOUCHED ME!?” I panted

I felt a hand slide down my arm, briskly grabbing my elbow then spinning me around

“W-what are you doing here?”

“why are you screaming?” he retorted

“bec-cause you scared me. Kevin…”

“Silly girl” Kevin smirked then patted my head

“you’re not mad at me?”

“I was” he chuckled to himself “but I should be happy that you like me back”

I let out a sigh of relief “It’s all your fault! Kevin oppa’s too nice to me”

“you don’t want me to be nice to you then?” he teased

“I never said that. But what are you doing here? You didn’t leave with the others?” I asked

“Just thought we had to talk”

“about?”

“about us” he smiled

I know I momentarily forgot that Kevin was an Idol

But I couldn’t help it, because to me he wasn’t this fancy famous celebrity

To me he was just… Kevin the cute guy who was klutzy at times

“which one was a lie? Like or dislike me?”

I rolled my eyes then shook my head

How could he still not understand how I felt about him??

“I don’t hate you. I like you Kevin” I sighed “but we cant be together…I know..”

“you know? What are you talking about?”

“that you would be kicked out of Ukiss if you dated”

“Only you and I would know! As long as there’s no scandal I’ll be fine.”

“no! we cant lie. I cant lie to your fans and other people out there. Don’t you get it?”

“I want you to be my girl”

“I will be. Just wait for better timing. Alright?” I asked, gently his face “so get out of here and get to your schedule”

Kevin stood up then hesitated

“go…” I rushed him

He eventually patted my head then drove away in his car

I don’t know whats crazier, the way we behave towards each other or the plans we come up with

*knock knock*

I twitched then stood up

Silence filled the room

Was I hearing things?? Or was it my stomach grumbling?

*knock* “Kris! You home?!”

Ooh I guess I wasn’t hearing things

Yay! I’m normal!

“who is it?”

I opened the door, revealing Taemin who was still in his school uniform

“Minnie oppa” I gasped “I mean Taemin sshi”

“Krissy”

“what uhm..what are you doing here?”

“You haven’t been at school for a while. So I was just visiting”

“oh? Uh come in…”

There was no doubt that the atmosphere in the room was filled with awkwardness

“so…uh”

Taemin interrupted me halfway “are you still trying to avoid me?”

“I avoided you?? Uh.. I?”

Wait…if I like Kevin now theres not really a risk of falling for Taemin all over again. Right?

So basically…I don’t need to avoid Taemin…

“no I’m not trying to avoid you anymore. Just…friends?” I offered my hand

Taemin grabbed my hand and left a firm grip “Friends”

We exchanged smiles as we shook on it

Taemin easily came back into my life

My life with or without him continued to spiral down

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A/N: Phewww so many projects and presentations lately 

darnnn still 10 more days of school and finals left

CAnt wait until summer and all the writing i could do! 

btw sorry for this messy chapter

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