Feeling Lonely
Ordinary Girl
“Oh look girls! Someones finally back!”
“ohh ho I don’t see Dongho oppa with you this time. What happened?”
I faced the front board and ignored the group of girls
“Just because you made him write a note last time doesn’t mean I’ll letting you off easy”
My head was suddenly shoved into the desk
“Yah! We’re talking to you! Show some respect”
“why should I when you don’t give me any?!” I retorted as I jumped up from my seat
A hand came flying my way and a high squeal escaped my lips
My hand was still pressed on my aching cheek
“what are you doing?!” I yelled, another hand came my way
I found myself fighting against many more hands than I could handle
“What are you guys doing?!” A voice echoed from the doorway
“taemin oppa! It isn’t what it looks like!”
“w-we were defending ourselves because she hit us”
I shook my head furiously “I didn’t! Stop lying!”
Taemin looked at me with worried eyes
I had to keep reminding myself over and over again to stay strong, otherwise I would burst into tears
“let me see your face”
I stood there, trying to avoid all eye contact at any costs, while Taemin inspected my cheek
“Come with me” Taemin told me
Everything to me was a blur from then on
All I know was that Taemin grabbed my bag and pulled me out the door
“Taeminnie” I muttered “where are we going?”
Taemin suddenly stopped then let go of my hand, more like flung my hand away
“Why are you doing that!” Taemin bursted
“Doing what?”
“Letting those girls step all over you?!!”
“I’m not trying to! If you didn’t notice there were 4 of them and only one of me!”
“Just! Ugh! Why don’t you ever call for help?! It hurts to see you get picked on! Don’t you know?!”
He sighed then rubbed his head “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to yell at you”
As an apology he wrapped his arms around me then patted my head
I know he meant well
“I know you’re worrying about me. But I’ll be fine. Don’t worry”
Taemin pulled back, flashing me his reassuring smile
“Thanks for walking me home. I’ll probably go back to school when Dongho’s with me” I grabbed the door knob and turned it
“wait!”
I spun around “yeah?”
“Do? Did you?”
“huh?”
“You did-?”
“Just spit it out Taemin!”
“Did you fall in love with one of them? Them Ukiss Hyungs…”
I did one of those classic denials “pshtt what? Nahhh!”
But that answer wasn’t good enough for him
“I know you better than that. Stop lieing”
“maybe! Why do you care?!”
“I just do! I really care and worry about you! I don’t know why! It’s driving me crazy too!” Taemin exclaimed
I sighed then moved the hair out of my eyes
“I’ll see you later Taemin-sshi” I muttered before shutting the door behind me
“Krissy!” Taemin slapped the door “I’ll…come visit you tomorrow then”
Once Taemins footsteps disappeared I backed away from the door and tossed my bag onto the couch
“whats with all the shouting outside?”
“nothing Kibum oppa. Just a little arugument with a friend. It’s nothing”
“okay…” Kibum said after staring at me with a what-the-heck look
I shrugged it off then entered Eli’s room freely, like I usually do
I spread myself across the bed then sighed
‘where am I going with my life? After I graduate what am I going to do?’
“Yo! What are you doing in my room?”
“huh? Oh just relaxing since Ki Bum oppa was on the couch”
“we really need to get you a bed. You cant sleep on the couch forever!” Eli scoffed
“It’s okay I would need other stuff and I just cant afford it”
“You want my room? Since I’m the only one in here you can take this room”
“really? But its your room”
“I’ll be fine. I’ll just bunk with Alexander Hyung or Kevin. Muahahha”
I shot him a weird look after his “evil” laugh
“ahem after all you’re a girl and you need your space”
“alrighty thank chuu oppaa!”
“Don’t try to be cute” Eli suddenly said seriously
I froze and glared at him
He bursted into English “BECAUSEE! You’re already too cute!”
“Psht what a lame joke” I scoffed
“geezee I was just trying to be charming” Eli pouted
“aigoo alright alright prince charming now get your out of my room” I smirked
Eli chuckled then exited the room
I sat myself back on the bed and hugged my pillow
It felt so lonely to sit there alone
I wish Kevin or Dongho, either one, would come home to hang with me
If they actually did it would make me feel like I’d fit in a bit more
Hah too bad its only a wish…
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A/N: wohooo! THe last week of school
just one more week and i'll be free!
too bad this week is filled with finals
hehe I hope you all enjoy this chappie
Thanks for reading! ^^
Comments please! ><
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