"Hi"

> Hey <

Silence...

"Can I visit?"

> *sigh* I don't know if they'll let you <

"I know there are visiting rights"

> I'm talking about the company. They may think it's too obvious <

"I have my ways to convince them"

> *Sigh* <

"You don't want me to visit?"

> Of course I want you to. I just... <

"What?"

> I'm afraid I won't let you leave <

"*Smile* It will be tough but we've been through much worse"

> But I think this will be the hardest <

"Yeah... B-but you'll be safe, right? I mean, I know it's the army and all but... you'll stay s-safe, right? ... p-please~? *voice crack*"

> Sweetheart~ <

"I don't wanna sound whiny, b-but I-I'm not ready for this, Wonnie. We never talked about it because it scares us to admit that we will be apart for t-two years b-but...."

> ... <

"I-I know it's our duty, and I know we don't have a choice b-but I just can't help feel scared"

> I'm scared too! <

"I know but you're Choi Siwon. Y-you'll do fine"

> Not about my duty, Kyu! I'm scared about leaving you behind for that long! Don't you think I worry about who will be taking care of you when I'm not there? Who will dry out your tears when you're sad? Who will make sure you don't skip your meals? Who will massage you after a long hard day of schedule? Who will comfort you when you feel down? I worry Kyuhyun! That's why we never talked about it because I somehow, in my delusional mind, I wished it won't come true! That something would miracolously happen and then we won't have to face this separation, but... it is happening and I'm... I'm scared too~ <

"*Teary eyes* Can't we go together? That would be easier"

> No it won't <

"How come?"

> It just won't <

"... Did you... were you the one who got us separate enlistment dates?"

> Maybe <

"S-siwon! How could you? We could've been together! Why would you make such a decision without consulting me first!"

> Because it will be harder if we both enlist at the same time <

"Why?"

> Because I'll worry about you even more. I still don't know where they will assign you because of your previous injuries, but I don't think I can handle being so near to you, yet I can't do anything to protect you! <

"But four years apart is better?"

> It's not but... at least I won't be tied up with army stuff. I will be impatiently waiting for your phonecall whenever you feel like you're tired or you miss me or when you just want me to comfort you. And I will do my very best to visit you regulary! <

"..."

> I wish you wouldn't have to go through all of this, but- <

"Promise?"

> What? <

"Promise you'll do your best to take short leaves and come home to me? Promise you'll take care of yourself? Promise you will call me whenever you feel tired, need comforting, or miss me?"

> I promise. G-od you're so precious, Cho Kyuhyun! I would do anything and everything to protect you! <

"I know. I would too"

> Promise you'll wait for me? <

"What kind of question is that, dummy?"

> *smile* Will you? <

"Of course I will!"

> I love you, darling . I can't live without you <

"I love you too"

> And? <

"And what?"

> Can you live without me? <

"I probably can"

> Kyu~ <

"*smile* You know I'll die without you"

> No dying yet please <

"Okay, sounds good to me"

> We'll make the best of the time we have left, okay? <

"I hope so"

> We will <

"See you soon?"

> See you baby <

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New tweet from @siwon407

Message From: Pudding ♥
Cheesy much?!

Message From: Hot Stuff ♥
Only stating a fact

Message From: Pudding ♥
Well, let's not test that quote, okay?

Message From: Hot Stuff ♥
No argument there. I wouldn't want to try living without you.... ever!

Message From: Pudding ♥
=^_^=
Come home soon... I really miss you! (♋д♋)

Message From: Hot Stuff ♥
:[ I's late, take some rest

Message From: Pudding ♥
Okay, you too 

Message From: Hot Stuff ♥
Sweet dreams, I love you... I really do

Message From: Pudding ♥
I know. I love you too. 

SW: We'll be okay
KH: We'll be okay
 

A/N: I've been putting it off but well... we just have to face it :(