> Feeling okay? <

“Not really”

> *sigh* <

“Siwonnie … I’m sorry”

> You don’t need to apologise, Kyu <

“No I should. Yesterday I was in a bad mood and I didn’t mean to upset you”

> Wanna talk more about it? <

“I just feel envious of them hyung”

> But why? <

“Because they get to spend time with you”

> But I spend even more time with you <

“I know. I just can’t help but feel jealous seeing those pictures. It reminds me of the fact that you’re not here with me”

> But I am with you Kyu. In your heart I’m always there with you <

“…”

> Always <

“I’m being stupid, ha?”

> No, you’re not <

“If it was you, you wouldn’t act like I did”

> Well, I have my ways to punish you <

“*chuckle* you sure do. You like to mark me as yours whenever something about me pops up on the internet”

> Exactly. Each one of us has his own way of releasing his pent up frustration <

“My way isn’t exactly a nice one”

> You don’t tend to show your feelings that easily until one day you explode <

“Just like yesterday?”

> Just like yesterday <

“Hyung, can you forgive me?”

> I don’t need to <

“…”

> Kyu, do you trust me? <

“Of course I do”

> You know you’re the only one for me, right? <

“Yeah”

> Then next time you get jealous remember that. Remember that I love you and that I will never replace you <

“*smile* I’ll keep that in mind”

> Good. Now it's my turn to apologise <

"For what?"

> For everything. For making you feel the way you did last night. For not being able to be there with you when you're sad. For making you jealous even though it's not in my intention to. For making you cry ... <

"Hyung, you don't need to. I know it's not your fault"

> But I never want to see you cry, Kyu <

"Well, just from time to time. When I miss you maybe"

> I want you to call when you miss me, not cry alone. My heart can't take it <

"But you're busy, I don't wanna distract you"

> Such a beautiful distraction <

"Tsk, it's still early for your cheesiness"

> Haha ok, ok. So what are you doing now?”

“Still tucked in bed. It’s only 4am hyung”

> Really? Oh, sorry babe. I just couldn’t wait to talk to you that I thought it was already 6 or 7 <

“It’s okay hyung. I’m glad you called, I wasn’t really sleeping”

> Why? Are you sick? <

“My heart was hurting. But now that you called, it’s okay”

> *smile* Gosh, I love you <

“I love you too Siwon, more than you know”

> You should take some rest now. Before you know it, Teukkie hyung will come barging into your room <

“*giggle* Yeah I should. B-but …”

> I’ll call you again at lunch <

“Thanks Siwonnie”

> Sleep tight beautiful <

“Talk to you later hyung”

My mood is back ^^