Baekhyun's POV:

Luhan's face was plastered to my lower abdomin with sopping wet tears. The poor thing was a wreck after the mishap with Sehun. I flattened the hair at the back of his head calming his staggered breathes when the door squeeled open showing an unhappy Chanyeol.

I felt like he didn't want to look at me. Or even breathe the same air. The expression on his face showed something set him off and I wasn't sure if it was about me or not. Chanyeol sat back on the seat beside Luhan eyes digging into his skin. Luhan ripped away from me keeping his eyes away from anything with a heartbeat. I tapped lightly at the taller boy's shoulder. He was making Luhan really uncomfortable. Luhan obviously knew that he had walked off with Sehun when I entered the Bus ealier. Chanyeol's voice chewed at the silence, "I talked to him," I thought I saw Luhan's heart drop into the pit o his stomach. He kept quiet, probably too afraid to utter any words. Chanyeol's hand slid up the back of his neck comfortingly. "He won't listen to me though" The two of us watched Luhan's face fall apart. I didn't think twice before wrapping my arms around him again. Chanyeol followed along being as sincere as possible.

"What did he say?" Luhan's voice croaked as his last salty tears hit the back of his throat. Now it was Chanyeol's turn to not look at anyone. He became consumed in the memory he had from merely minutes ago.

"Stupid stuff, he thinks I don't understand" I pulled my body onto the opposite couch awkwardly. Chanyeol obviously did understand. He went through similar things with me. It was a shame that Sehun couldn't use his head for a couple short seconds to realize when Chanyeol had actually bin through. I wasn't exactly the easiest to deal with at times. "He's just being a pain in the . He'll get over it," I don't think Chanyeol believed every word he was feeding to Luhan. Maybe he thought Sehun wouldn't get over it. Maybe that meant he wasn't over us.

"Why did you leave Baekhyun?" Luhan slowly slurred the words from his mouth as if I wasn't even in the room. My head shot up for only a second. I had met eyes with Chanyeol awkwardly and turned my face down in shame. I knew Chanyeol was answering with air instead of words, that's just how well I know him. He had become completely frozen.

"Baekhyun just- I mean he- to be honest, he just - I don't know," He stuttered. With every word I bunched myself together. I was always more protected from everyone's harsh comments when I pulled myself into my own private ball. My eyes were burning with the sensation on my tears. I didn't want to hear what Chanyeol had to say, but I had never actually heard what he had to say about us."Baekhyun was two different people. He was my Baekhyun and the Baekhyun everyone else could see. He was - how do I word this - cheating himself?" I put my forehead against the caps of my knees and closed my eyes before salty sad fluids spilled over my eyelids. "It's hard to find someone like Baek, and I was always so afraid of loosing him." I could feel my heart pumping louder as I wondered if he meant anything he was saying, "When he would become a different person away from me I felt like I had lost him. But he kept coming back." I always come back Chanyeol. I was talking myself out of my despair inside my head. "Back to me, back to normal. I didn't want to jump back and forth." Subconciously I was tighting my hold around my knees, bringing them closer and closer to my chest until I could barely breathe. "I snapped one day when I caught him being close with Sehun,"

I remembered everything about that day. I didn't do anything with Sehun. It was just friendly touching, like hugs and holding hands. Chanyeol could be so jealous sometimes though. He had scrapped me away from the maknae throwing me into a changeroom for scolding. It was one of the most terrifying things that I never want to experiance again. It's not that Chanyeol was scary when he was angry, the scary part was that that's when I actually lost him. When he had finally left me. "I hated to think that Baekhyun was cheating on me with the personality he was cheating himself with so I just let him go. So I wouldn't have to worry." My heart was aching deeply. Chanyeol thought I would cheat on him with someone else. What happened to our trust in each other? In our love we built so strong? He even left me three days before out 100 day aniversary. I spent the whole night crying in our dorm while Chanyeol went out for drink with the maknaes. "Baekhyun?" I heard Chanyeol whisper from the opposite side of the bus.

"I wasn't playing a game, all I wanted was you." I didn't dare pull my head away from my damp jeans. "I love you." I muffled wipping what was left of my tears.

Thank god I was done sobbing because the other members started trickling in at that moment. I didn't want to have to deal with the harrassment for crying, or even the pressure of questions that would flood my head. Sehun walked past the lot of us with a stoned expression on his face. He deffinately wasn't going to give the satisfaction to us by acknowledging out exsistances. It was quite early when we all decided to wrap up for the night. Luhan had talked himself into Xiumin's bed for the night. 'great' I though. This was only going to start more problems. I nudged my elbow towards Chanyeol bluntly tilting my head towards the bed where the two boys lay. "Look how much he's protesting," I whispered pointing a finger at Luhan's turned back.

"And Xiumin looks to be enjoying himself" Chanyeol snarked shaking his head unapprovingly. It was Xiumin's fault for all of this so I could see what was going wrong. I moved my finger in line with Sehun's bed. Without saying a word we knew what eachother was thinking. We could see the whites of his eyes glare at the two from underneath his pillow. "I'll send the two of them out on a date tomorrow. Just so Sehun can see what he's letting go of" I was very hesitant on the idea but let it slide while I climbed into my top bunk. Revenge was always Chanyeol's way out of tough situations but it didn't always work for him.

Chanyeol's POV:

We all fell asleep ealier than usual. But that was okay with me. It would give me time to think over what happened all today. My heart had practically stopped watching Baekhyun curled up in his own protective circle ealier. I've only ever seen him do that once. And that was when I left him.

Baekhyun's a tease. He knew it always bugged me to see him off with other people. But it never bugged him when I was getting close to other people. Sometimes he could take it to extreme levels where he wouldn't come back to the dorm with me because he was spending the night with someone else. It always made me wonder where his heart lied. He most often did these things with Sehun when EXO-M was away in China. It drove me mad because I wanted to confront him but was afraid for our relationship. I didn't want it to suffer because of my jealousy. I knew Baekhyun wouldn't cheat on me but it still ate at my mind. Over time Baekhyun's personality became very like. He would touch Sehun very lovingly and make sure I was paying attention. That's when I had completely broken down on him. I practically picked up his small body and ran out of practice early. Throwing his body into our dorm slamming the door behind me. "What the do you think your doing?!" The pain in my heart was let out through a long series of questions that I wouldn't let Baekhyun answer. My tounge ran past the bottom of my lips as I swore at him constantly. I had never spoken so harshly with the older boy. His eyes blended into a very light brown, but I avoided looking at them. Baekhyun was on the verge of tears. "You know what, it's over. I can't do this anymore. You just frustrate me too much. You are such a waste of time not that I think about it." Baekhyun brought his legs up to his chest slightly rocking his body back and forth. He rest his chin on his knees afraid to look at my face letting tears fall from his cheeks.

"You don't mean that, please Chanyeol." His arms reached out to me infront of him. I shook my head fighting back my tears. "Chanyeol..." I bit back the urge to give into his sorrowful eyes.

" you." I choked walking out of the room.

Baekhyun then didn't stay in out room for a week. He stayed in other rooms doing who knows what. I didn't think I should care but honestly deep down I did. My heart hurt every night after practice. I felt like I was walking back into our fight once I stepped foot in our dorm. It was ripping me apart but I wouldn't let anyone know. I watched Baekhyun smile and be happy with everyone else while I sat back and watched my life pass by. Eventually I fell asleep with the memories of Baekhyun and I's relationship lingering in my head.

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I woke up promptly when I heard the creeking of Baekhyun's bed when he rolled above me. His thin legs swung over the edge as he dropped down. Awkwardly I fumbled my large body out of my bunk seating on one of the sofas. I couldn't help but notice Kai and Sehun being so close all morning. I know it was wrong but I couldn't help but listen to their conversation. It was simple, just about eachothers agendas and such like that. It wasn't until Kai started talking about his personal life had I tuned out. Without knowing I caught another sentence before shoving my last piece of toast in my mought "It's weird to think someone so close to you would just randomly try to kiss you." My teeth chomped down on my toast and I swallowed unevenly. I couldn't imagine how awkward it was for Sehun to sit there and just take that comment.

Luhan sat down with Baekhyun on either side of me on the couch. "Chanyeol thinks you should go out with him today" Baekhyun said as hushed as he could. Luhan shook his head with a negative expression on his face. His cheeks started to tint pink when Xiumin's eyes caught his for a second.

"Luhan, you have to go out with him once. You promised" Luhan's eyes pleaded for some kind of loop hole. I pressed on pushing him towards Xiumin. He violently sat beside him letting Xiumin's arm fall on his shoulder. He looked so uncomfortable and upset but there was nothing we could really do.

Everyone as a group walked off the bus and scavanged around the city. We all covered our heads with dark hoodies hoping no one would notice us. We seemed to blend pretty well with the crowd. Baekhyun wouldn't continue on a normal conversation with me. He had been avoiding my eyes all day. I felt a little overwhelmed with the mess of emotions he was giving off. The lot of us were all splitting up for lunch. I immiedately paired myself with Baekhyun jumping to his side. He rolled his eyes and started walking down a random street. "Baekhyun-ah, why won't you talk to me?" He shrugged his shoulders walking slower than normal. I stopped walking, while he continued a couple steps. "Baek," I whined waiting for a proper answer.

"Chanyeollie" He mimicked my whine. A small smile crawled onto my lips when he said my name.

"Just tell me," Baekhyun didn't say anything but instead tugged at my sweater since a small crowed of girls started to form on the other side of the road. I huffed and walked along side him again.

"I'm just thinking," He finally answered after our silent stroll. Cars rushed past as he spoke distracting me from his words.

"Thinking about what?" I said obliviously.

"You" I heard him cough as a large truck drove past.

"What?" My head shot over to him quickly. He looked at me like he didn't say anything.

I shook it off quickly crossing the street into a nearby park dragging Baekhyun behind me. We sat down on a bench simultaniously. Baekhyun really did have something on his mind. He was figiting with his shirt and nibbling at his raw lips. I kept my eyes on the hem of his shirt. He pulled his up a bit showing his bare stomach. I swapped my bottom lip with my tounge into my mouth and bit down. Baekhyun hummed to himself running his thumb along the thread of his seem. "Baekhyun, about this morning. If I made you upset with Luhan then I'm sorry." Baekhyun didn't look away from his shirt. I sat straight on the bench diverting my gaze from Baekhyun's waist.

"My turn?" He pipped his voice up over the wind that passed by us. I stayed quiet giving an okay. "I was upset at first, but I'm not anymore. I realized what you said was true and I just want you to be happy, so be happy." He forced a smile as much as he could. I could see him breaking inside though. I honestly hated seeing him so upset and broken because of me. Forgetting where we were sitting and who could've been watching I pressed my lips on his. He didn't deepen nor pull away from the kiss. He simply embraced me pressing my tender skin on his pink lips. I could feel a single tear roll down his cheek hitting the edge of my skin. I wanted to stay like this forever. Not worry about him changing when everyone else was around.

I pulled away from Baekhyun putting my forehead against his. His eyes fell to the ground and he pryed his face away from mine. I could hear his staggered breathes like he was going to cry. "Baekhyun, I-" My arms found their way around Baekhyun's small body. I brought him into my lap burrying my head into the crook of his neck, "Baek, I love you." My words gave some kind of shine to glint to his eye. Baekhyun still couldn't pull his lips into a smile. He brought his arms around my neck pulling me in tight.

"I love you too, Chanyeol" He muffled into my hair. I felt his tears sliding down the back of my neck before he brought his lips to my forehead closing his eyes. He mumbled to himself while he wiped his tears. We spent a while sitting in another silence when Baekhyun calmed himself down. He fumbled putting our fingers together and comparing hand size when Lay ran up to us D.O trailing behind him. He stood hands resting on his knees panting,

"Kris wants everyone back to the bus, Sehun and Luhan are in some serious trouble." He laughed pulling his body up and turning back to D.O who had just made it too us. "Race you back" He laughed starting to run again. D.O rolled his eyes and groaned joggin after the fast moving Lay. Baekhyun's fingers dug into my skin, I turned my head into his direction. He had a worried look written all over his face.

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*A/N: I know this is the chapter a lot of people have been waiting for so I'm sorry if it's no good. #^.^ Does anyone read my HunHan Love fanfic? It's the same story just with Sehun and Luhan as the main characters lol. If you know what happened DON'T SPOIL IT!! The others have to read for themselves!

-Aurelia