you woke up with a heavy heart ..

yuki went home last night after you told her your decision

it made her sad, you know but ..

you just don`t know what to do anymore ..

call me scared but .. i don`t want to feel this pain again ..

you thought .. stretching .. walking out of the room and into the kitchen .

"i hope your plan works hyung"

Onew gave taemin a smile ..

"hyung taemin-ah .. let`s go ... the press is waiting"

minho called.

yeah, today was the schedule day for the press conference.

with a determined nod they went out....

"should i call them?"

twirling the phone through your hand and pacing back and forth into the living room

you've been like that for almost 10 minutes

still you can't came up with a decision on whether to call SHINEe or not

today's your scheduled flight ..

it was originally tomorrow 

but ..

*ding*dong*

you ran up to the door ..

"WHAT ARE YOU THINKING .."

yuki's angry voice welcome you as soon as you opened the door

she marches pass you and angrily sat on the sofa ..

"I KNOW I HEARD IT RIGHT YESTERDAY .. YOU TOLD ME YOUR FLIGHT IS TOMORROW NOT TODAY .. MINJEE !!!"

"calm down will you"

going to her back and massage her shoulders.

she shrug it off ..

^you pouted and went in front of her ..

"you don't understand--"

"I DON'T ?"

"yes!!!"

yuki sigh.

"minjee .. i know your confuse and scared but please, leave tomorrow i want to spend the day with you today..."

"i .. don't know .."

yuki held you hand .. dragging you to sat beside her.

"please?"

the room was buzzing with media ..

everywhere laptops, cameras ..

everyone is getting ready.

when SHINEE went in every ears in the room stood attentive

they went in front and start their greeting ..

after that 

they settled in their seats and heave a sigh

"we made this conference to clear everything out, so don`t hesitate to throw questions.."

their manager starts off ...

and as expected the press raise their hands..

this is it  .. 

"so .. did you call them??"

yuki ask in a sad tone ..

you shook your head.

she was still displeased with your answer to her plead earlier 

because your decision is final ...

your flight is this evening .. you still have time ..

"dont tell me your not ganna tell them .."

"i promise you i wont go without saying goodbye right??"

"so .."

she motioned your phone .."call them"

"okay fine" rolling your eyes ..

"we just want to know who is the mysterious girl in the picture"

key sigh ..

"she`s a ... special friend .. to tell you honestly she`s my ex .."

everyone gasp ..

"but we broke up .. its a long time ago .."

"but why did you kiss her?"

"she was depress that day .. because the one she loves .. loves another ..she was broken .. devastated .. i don't know what to do to ease her pain .. and even if i don't really show it i ..still have feelings for her, but ,, she just love that person very much. i kiss her not because we have a relationship, but because i want to comfort her, i want to make that person jealous .."

key look at taemin ..

"to make him woke up from the truth that she loves him .."

the people in the hall went silent ..

"and who is this guy???"

silence ...

key look at taemin ..

"he wasn't in the party .. to tell you honestly, some part of the article was a lie."

"so, you did it on purpose?"

key nod. "i know that it will happened eventually .. yes"

"but wait why is she in the party? to recall it right it was sulli`s birthday.."

"i invite her, the day before sulli`s birthday, she called me that day and she sounded so sad .. i pity her .. she`s still  a special part of my life .. can you blame me?"

everyone has different reaction ..

key act soo .. sad .. 

the members thought he was going to cry ..

SHINEE hold their breath ..

then ..

i knowwwwwwwwwwww

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