15.8.2006

I can’t see him that often anymore because I need to focus on my education…

I miss him.

18.8.2006

He was shopping today.

With Jongwoon.

They are still together…

19.8.2006

Saturday again…

Kyuhyun is preparing some things in his room.

He’s probably staying overnight this time… I should keep an eye on Jongwoon.

20.8.2006

I managed to slip into the house. Jongwoon is living on his own already, that means he could easily do something bad to my angel.

I’d kill him if he ever tries to.

21.8.2006

Nothing happened yesterday.

They were playing Starcraft all day and night long. But they slept in the same bed…

I was happy because I got to see Kyuhyun’s sleeping face again but Jongwoon was a disturbance.

I wanted to run a sharp knife over his face so that Kyuhyun is going to hate him.

Kyuhyun should hate Jongwoon.

Then he would only see me and no one else.

25.8.2006

I don’t think that I can concentrate on my studies.

I need the time to be with Kyuhyun.

27.8.2006

It’s only a matter of a short time and I’ll be able to spend more time with Kyuhyun.

I have to focus and look forward.

Only two months and I’ll finish my last exam and then I’ll be able to do all my work over my laptop.

13.9.2006

Jongwoon hugged Kyuhyun.

14.9.2006

Kyuhyun cried today.

Probably because Jongwoon was hospitalized in the morning.

“I’m sorry to inform you about this, Mr. Cho. But your friend was hospitalized today. He had a serious car accident and we don’t know if he is able to make it…”

“W-what?” Kyuhyun fell down on his knees, still pressing the phone against his ear.

“Kim Jongwoon’s condition is unstable. He was crossing the street and was suddenly hit by a car. The driver is still not found… I am really sorry, Mr. Cho…” The police officer on the other line sounded calm.

Kyuhyun began to sob as the other man told him the address of the hospital in which Jongwoon was currently fighting for his life.

18.9.2006

Kyuhyun visits Jongwoon as much as possible.

I don’t like it.

And it seems that Jongwoon is not surviving. His condition gets worse by every passing second.

24.9.2006

Jongwoon finally died.

25.9.2006

I want to comfort Kyuhyun.

He seems to be restless and he cries all the time.

Did Jongwoon mean so much to him?

26.9.2006

Kyuhyun didn’t go to school today.

I was staying by his side, so that he wasn’t feeling lonely.

…

But I kept my distance.

While he was lying the whole day in his bed I was watching him from his closet. I wanted to hug him. I hope he gets over it soon.

5.10.2006

He’s still sulking but his face is still as beautiful as ever.

His puffy eyes are enchanting.

9.10.2006

There’s this other guy. He was talking with my angel.

His name is Lee Sungmin.

He doesn’t deserve the same last name as me.

10.10.2006

Sungmin is using his aegyo all the time to cheer Kyuhyun up.

…

And it’s working…

I already hate Sungmin.

12.10.2006

They became friends.

Sungmin introduced his little brother to my angel.

Lee Hyukjae.

Why are other people named Lee so ugly?

I can’t seem to find anything on the Lee brothers that makes Kyuhyun want to befriend them.

Sungmin is chubby.

Hyukjae is too skinny.

My body is perfect.

I would be perfect for Kyuhyun. Not them.

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I'm sorry for calling Sungmin and Eunhyuk ugly TT^TT

But I need some people for the story... And they have to get hated by Hae...

And I don't think that MinHyuk are ugly. I love them both! >Q<

Anyway, I hope this lives up to your expectations :3