Because That's Exactly What I Am

He Was Trouble

Still in confuse, I started drifting slowly to my school. I had no idea what had happened to my friend, but I told myself not to think of it too much, since the important thing was that he was seemingly okay. Still, people threw pitiful looks at me. As if a word "worry" would have been written all over my face. I hated it. I always had. It was the way all the adults looked at me.

 

It's because I rap... I mean, rapped.

 

I shook my head.

 

Expectations, expectations...

 

They all used to look at me with that face.

 

Apparently rapping means, that you are gonna fail in life.

 

I shook my head again. I was just about to start to list myself all the reasons why they should all burn in the flames of the deepest hell, but then ended up only scolding myself for being childish. Because that's what I was. I still am.

 

Because they were right.

 

I never became anything. I never became anyone. I am nothing, and dull. I am no-one. No-one at all.

 

So I blame my parents.

 

Which only makes me even more childish.

 

They were only thinking of my best.

 

Or so I've heard.

 

I kicked the ground. Like all the kids from my school used to whenever they were mad.

 

An completely unexpected smile somehow crept to my lips.

 

Yes, that's excatly what I am. I am a kid. I am just a kid. And somehow, that gives me the right to have dreams, doesn't it?

 

My smile grew wider.

 

I am going to start rapping again

 

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Hello! Excuse the shortness of this chap~~ I've been so busy (and drunk) lately it's not even funny anymore! ಥ_ಥ BWYHHYHHYH *cries*

 

Anyway, since I am (again) going off for awhile, I might try to update a better chapter already tonight... I just don't think I can...

 

Anywho, hope you liked this short update... Even just a little ;__; *bows and goes to a dark corner*

 

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Talie45
#1
Chapter 17: Woa it can't be...
Talie45
#2
Chapter 15: Are you Alrite sir? I will def suscribe! Idk if your still going through things but I feel you will make it through! Makes you stronger in the end.
Talie45
#3
Chapter 8: Idk if I should still answer the question since its ch.8
lalalaSKYE
#4
Chapter 17: what do you mean sHE DIED???????????????????????????? ;~;
whiteshirt #5
zelo!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3
gGiakh
#6
Chapter 17: What? the aurthor of this story died? are u kidding me? o.o
is this true? i hope its not but if yes dear lord god ...
just rest in peace .
gGiakh
#7
Chapter 7: oh im sorry to know that you had a fight with your brother dont feel sad you two are gonna be okay together again ^^ , i will just continue reading your story and i will comment when i finish reading the last chapter.
amber23
#8
Chapter 16: Awww such a good author gone.. I'll miss her updates
cutecat123lucky
#9
Chapter 17: What?! I can't believe this... R.I.P author-nim :((