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Why am I feeling so down right now?

Did reality just struck me?

YES. It did.

Bom now has a man.. then..

WHAT ABOUT ME?!

I'm now in my middle twenties yet I did not.. no..

NEVER have I experienced having a boyfriend in my 24 years of existence.

Am I that unattractive to actually not experience those kind of stuff? 

What is wrong with myself?!

Am I too thin? Am I too tall? Too young? Too old? TELL ME!!

I'm loosing my senses now. Why did Boomie answered Seunghyun at the wrong time?

The time in which I was supposed to be the one Bom was hugging because of the pain I was feeling at that time.

But, Instead, he hugged that Seunghyun as If he mattered most in the whole entire world.

Hmph.

Am I being jealous?

Snap out of it Dara! I said to myself  as I continuously bump my head on the wall.

"Dara.. what are you doing?" he asked.

"Oh! Youngbae sunbaenim!" I replied in shock. As I felt my body stiffining. Feeling the whincing pain again.

Because I still can't get over with what I saw this morning..

                                             ~(Flashback)~

I was going to the library when I saw Youngbae sunbaenim.

Just with the sight of him made my stomach fluttery as if there were butterflies inside it.

"Goodie! Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Youngbae sunbaenim is here! Hihihihi." 

As I was going to approach him..

I heard a small voice called out.

"Youngbae oppa.." the girl said.

There's a girl in front of Youngbae sunbaenim.I small girl with cute sparkling eyes, pearl white skin and cute petite lips.

I didn't know Youngbae sunbaenim has a sister..

"I love you, Oppa." she said firmly and gently reached for Youngbae sunbaenim's lips..

Did I just.. did I just.. 

I felt my heart break. I slowly felt my heart strip into pieces. 

I felt my tears drop one by one..

I can feel a whincing pain in my chest.

It just hurts.

And with that, I ran to where my feet took me.

                                                                   ~(End of Flashback)~

"Sunbaenim!" I said, as I hid again those feelings of sadness and pain.

Gosh, I'm such a bad liar.

"Why are your eyes sort of puffy?" He asked and brushing his thumb near my eyes.

"Uhmm.. I.. I.." I stuttered. What will I say?

My eyes are puffy because of you! You stupid bastard. I can't just say that can I?

"I.. Because.. I .. I'm so happy I'm getting married!" 

WHAT THE HECK DID I JUST TOLD HIM? Me? Getting married? Pfft! My face! HAHAHA!

I can't even get myself a proper boyfriend.

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Guys! yeah. I've updated again. :) Yeah, I'm a cliff hanger. :)

This update is dedicated to the father of my close childhood friend, Tito Ferds.

Tito.. Our time spent together might have been short but you showed me a fatherly image that I will never ever forget. ;) It may be hard to accept that you're not here anymore.. But, you will always remain alive in our hearts.. ;(

EVERYONE! Thanks for subscribing. There you have it. Stupid Dara and . How can she possibly find a husband if she doesn't even have a boyfriend. :))

Well, yeah. CRAP.

Thank you to my lovely subscribers!