Minho pov:

what have i done...

"oppa" I looked up and saw hiro standing next to me

it was very awkward between us..i nodded, stood up "mianhae" apologised and went into my room

Hiromi pov:

"oppa.." I looked at him full of concern

He looked up at me with his huge, scary eyes

I was waiting for him to say something

"mianhae" He walked into his room and left me standing there..confused

WHAT?! is that all he can say to me?

Minho pov:

I closed the door, and collapsed

i cant cry...never

`flash back to 10 years old`

hiro is leaving tomorrow, what can i say? She is not going to stay for me, i am just her oppa..who am i to keep her?

"oppa, i think i should go back and get ready now" she jumped in front of me and started walking backward

already? of course i didnt say it aloud, but i really felt like saying it

I nodded and walked her home

"the weather is so nice today, you wanna take a photo?" She took out her camera and took a snap of me without letting me to think

She showed me the photo "pretty cool right? let's take one together!"

`snap`

"I'll keep this photo forever, i'll sent it to you when i settle in japan!"

I looked up. We are there already

"bye oppa, see you tomorrow, you will be here when i leave right?"

I nodded and waved to her

I turned around and sniffed.

I gave in and cried

When i reached home, i wiped my eyes and took a deep breath

Choi minho, from this day onward. never cry.

`end of flashback`

and that is why i cant cry...especially in front of her, it was an oath that i made to myself