Hello all readers!!

This is elatte and this is going to be the last post by me before everlasting_flame returns

thankyou for bearing with my very out of time updates =)

Hiromi pov:

The ceremony finally finishes, and hae seok sunbae is buried.  Some of the guests went home already, only minho’s family and I are left as we are the closest to family to hae seok sunbae.

We picked up the flowers and the papers on the ground.

“ahjummah and ahjusshi, why don’t you two take a break? I’ll do the rest,” I placed the papers in the bin and suggested to ahjummah and ajhusshi

It has been a long day, I am sure they are tired as well.

“you sure? Well then, we will go home first, I’ll prepare dinner and wait for you, wheres your luggage, we’ll take it back for you,” Ahjummah came up to me and touched my hand

“Okay, don’t worry, I’ll take the luggage later, is very heavy, see you later ahjummah,” I hugged her and waved to her.

The two of them walked away and headed home.

The sky was turning dark, is 6pm already. The cleaning is pretty much done already, and so I just sat in front of hae seok sunbae’s grave.

“sunbae, I thought I could always go to you when I need help…but you left me alone…sunbae, why did minho leave like that? Is it because he is an idol now, and we are just normal people? are we a burden to him?”

I touched the soil on the ground and crumbled the a bit of hard soil block.

“sunbae, the soil is so vulnerable in our hand, we can break it, we  can trample it…just as our memories can be destroyed, trampled by time.”

I sighed and covered my face, “sunbae, is he still the minho that I know…that minho that I loved, furthermore, am I still the hiro that I was? I am lost sunbae,”

There were no response, not that I was expecting any…but I really felt confused and upset.

I stood up, waved and bowed to hae seok sunbae and left

Minho pov:

We just sang happy birthday to the girl altogether. Even though the atmosphere was joyous and festive, I couldn’t smile, not after what happened, I wonder if they had finish the ceremony yet..I was hoping to go back after one performance but I had to stay, I bet umma nad appa are very disappointed about me.

“Minho you okay?” Key came up to me and asked

“I want to go back…” I confessed, “When does this end?”

“Minho, this is a party, is not going to end until late at night”

“Do we need to perform anymore?”

“Nup, that was our last activity today”

“I am going then” I ran to the room that was assigned for us, grabbed my bag and went downstairs to find the driver.

I was so anxious during the entire car trip, we finally got back to incheon and there were no one at the hall already…is over

I thanked the driver, grabbed my luggage and wandered out.

I walked and walked…until I saw the grave.

There were no one there, I stood in front of the grave and kneeled before it

“sunbae, I am sorry…I’ve done wrong, I shouldn’t have left, it was my fault, you always guide me so that I would be doing the right thing when we were younger, but…”  I dropped my arms beside me and and dropped my head down.

“I thought I could make my parents proud by working my hardest and becoming more popular…but in truth, I know I have done the opposite…I haven’t visited them for a long, I haven’t been taking care of them, I am a horrible son.”

It was getting windier and windier as if it was trying to blow me away, I thought to myself, yes please, punish me.

“Sunbae, theres also something else that is troubling me…hiro is back, I don’t know how to talk to her anymore, the gap between us seems to be getting bigger and bigger. “

I know that I wont be able to find an answer today, but hopefully in the next few days…sunbae help me to find the answer.

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