So it's a Hara POV. I just thought of her after the breakup most. Girls are very emotional, you know.  Enjoy and comment :)                 Diary Entry
Hara | Junhyung | Hyuna                         I'm finally done with it. I passed the test and even gifted someone his own pass. I started to write on my diary. I forgot to write the date. March 27, 2013. I wrote on the upper right corner of the sheet. I smiled and ran a hand over the sheet, straightening the page I was writing on.               I hugged my knees closer to my stomach and placed my notebook on my thighs, my usual writing position. My blue pen from a fan shone the Beast's own icon. The gray flower they loved. Somehow, the color joined her own mood that day. I saw this flower stuck on my pen. Gray. Beast's color. Dead. Pale. Cold.  I continued.               He just talked to me today and we fixed the things we have to. We came to the point of sacrificing everything just to have what we have wished for. Or mostly, what he have wished for. The decision made was actually mutual and although everyone around tried to save us, there is nothing to be saved. We have been neglecting each other's presence for good months now which couples never do. What a bad word, not actually neglecting. We're not that attentive to each other's presence.             I paused for a while when a knock came to my door. Our leader, Gyuri peeked and showed her goddess's smile; a reminder that she'll proceed inside. I nodded and tossed aside my notebook, making a small space for Gyuri.               "We heard what happened." Gyuri opened as she took the seat across my bed.               I just nodded and forcibly smiled. Gyuri petted my head before smiling as well.               "I'm fine. I know you're worried guys. I'm sorry for not telling you beforehand. We just talked about it today."               "Are you sure you're okay?" Gyuri asked again, leaned closer to watch my expression.                   I nodded and pinched Gyuri's nose. "I'm okay. Trust me."                   "I can't understand why you have to let go of that. It's working for the past few months, why'd you have to do that?"                       "Sometimes, it's better to surrender and give up than to fight for something you'll eventually lost." I whispered, looking down on my knotted fingers.                           "You can tell me Hara." Gyuri placed her hand over mine which made me looked up.                       I just smiled and shook my head slightly.                       "I can manage my own burdens unnie. I don't want to waste your time hearing my old-fashioned problems."                         "But we're sisters okay? I'm ready to listen." Gyuri repeated, trying to make me sure that she'll be beside me always if I need help.                             I nodded and proceeded to hug her and she hugged back. It comforted me a little but the pain is being remembered again and I couldn't hold it no more. I couldn't hold it anymore, I have to cry. But I want to do it without Gyuri. I want to do it alone.                   "Thanks for coming." I said as she stood from the stool. I assissted her to my door. I carefully opened my door and watched as she disappeared from the door.                       I jumped on the bed after, collected my notebook and pen and wrote everything out before I explode.                         I wanted so bad to fight for him, to make him stay. I wanted begged him there, to say how much I want the relationship to work. But how can I do that when he isn't wishing the same? How can I fight alone? I'm a loser since the be