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Junhyung | Hyuna | Hara       "Oh, you know—" Hara places down her mug of coffee and pulls her sweater closer to her chest. "Junhyung talks about you a lot during our first months." A small smile escapes her thin lips and tilts her head to Hyuna's direction.     The younger has that surprise expression in her small eyes and stills with her mug in her hands. She is surprised by the fact that Hara tells her this kind of story for the first time. It has been what? How long? A year or so gods only know when date that they have been dating and she is just telling her this now?       She must not feel no resentment about the action but only the undefined intentions lingers on her mind that very special moment she opens up her boyfriend to her. Back then, she is so sure, Hara well know she likes her special oppa. And after that elicit act of public dating, Hara identifyingly removes all Junhyung subjects to their talks. As for Hyuna, she is far too embarassed to even mention his name, as for making him the subject of the matter.       So she just nods her small head lightly and puts down her own cup before smiling her innocent smile to her.       "I guess you were really close back then."       Yes, you're right. Back then when it's only a Hyuna and a Junhyung with no Hara in place. Back then when she is his priority and not her. Back when they are so secretly in love with each other. But nothing of it is Hara's fault. She is not to be blamed for the outcome of the said scenarios. It is all their choice to make it like this and they aren't oblivious to those facts laid down on them before.       Back when Hyuna has all the chance to say how much she likes him. Back when Junhyung can just fight for his own feelings and say it to both of them so not to hurt them for a longer span of time. Back when Hara can just face the painful truth that Junhyung isn't really into her.       They all choose to ignore the truth hidden behind their eyes. People think, celebrities hide most of their feelings and part of their lives as part of privacy. However, celebrities hide most of these things to protect things they think are more important. The resentment and regret all boils down to them, the three of them. No one else is concerned about the topic, only the three of them played around the truth about their hearts.       "Not that much but we are." Hyuna's lips curve to a smile as she tries to remember just those moments she may consider their closeness. On top of her list is her 'Change' days and their working ethic those times. How Junhyung thoroughly takes care of her, everything about her. How they become closer and closer to each other that even their workmates think they are already beyond the dating thing. How the initial awkwardness fade as the days run around them. "He's still a good friend now though." She says, she tried her best to lie about that statement.         Can she still even consider him a friend when they can only talk about schedules and nights they have to attend together? Can she call him a friend if she doesn't even know his new phone number? Can she even call him a friend if they rarely talk, more rare than having a blue moon? Can she consider him her friend if they can't even greet each other happily? Is that what they call a friend?       "He said so too. Back then, I'm kinda jealous of you. All he could do is to compare me to you. How better in dancing you are. How you could rap and I cannot. How you could laugh wholeheartedly with class and I cannot. Those things you can do and I cannot." A tiny pang of disappointment and sadness is in her voice and all Hyuna can do is to listen and let her pour her heart out.      But deep inside, she is pretty surprised. Junhyung talks to Hara about her and the other better side of it is that, she's making Hara to be like her. However, if Hyuna is on Hara's foot those times, it might feel too much hurtful to endure. She shouldn't live like somebody if she cannot. She might not know how hard ot could be but she could feel it in her voice.       "I tried my best for so many times to act like you for him. So as not to hear those comparison I had to live on through. And finally I realize myself, I mus