Ch.5

Where the Lonely Ones Roam
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It was one of the hotter days of the summer where the sun was right in the middle of the sky, rays of sunlight and heat reaching everywhere. To make matters worse, it had just rained the previous night and now the air was humid and muggy. It was the kind of day where people would either be outside in a swimming pool, having fun but staying cool, or they would be in their houses with the AC on as high as it would go, contributing to global warming without a care in the world.

Kibum particularly detested summer heat, so he was already in a bad mood that day. He was hot and cranky but none the less there was work to be done and yet again, for the second week in a row, he found himself back in his old house tossing useless junk in a box to be given to charity. That’s what Heechul decided they would do with all the stuff he had no interest in or use for. Personally, he was content to throw it all in a dumpster and set it on fire, but Heechul had said no.

The windows had all been opened and the house was thoroughly aired out, but since the bank refused to pay for electricity, there was no AC and so it felt more humid and hot inside than it did out. They were all moving in slow motion, too hot and tired to work any faster. They were bumping into each other and complaining half-heartedly. It was just one of those days.

Right now, Kibum was wiping down the coffee table with a wet rag – it took all his effort not to take the bucket of cold, soapy water and dump it over his head. Once he finished, he stood up and looked around. There was nothing left in there except for this one piece of furniture and at that, Kibum hated it since he’d once tripped and busted his head on it, requiring stitches to make it better.

They had already finished the kitchen and foyer, and now the living room was finally emptied which meant all the easy rooms were complete. Kibum wrung his hands together as Heechul and Leeteuk came back into the house after taking the last piece of furniture out.

“Alright,” Heechul announced, wiping the sweat off his forehead. “Pick what you want to do next: the office, upstairs, or bedrooms.”

Kibum sighed and shrugged his shoulders. The only way they had been able to get through all of this was if he was in control, deciding where they would work and what he actually wanted to do. Most of them time it was them and Hongki doing all the work while he moped and cried over everything.

“The office, I guess,” He said grudgingly. Glancing at the door to his father’s office, the room he hadn’t ever been allowed to enter, Kibum felt a deep sense of dread. This was the one room in the house that he really did not want to go in. He knew what was in there and it would only cause trouble for himself.

“Would you like to go inside first?” Leeteuk offered, gesturing towards the door. Kibum shook his head adamantly and folded his arms over his chest. He made a noise of discontent as Heechul opened the door, but followed them inside anyways.

The room was still very organized so there wasn’t actually all that much to do. There was the desk and two filing cabinets, and Kibum explained that the filing cabinets were full of his father’s work files that could be thrown away, and the desk was where all the family records were kept. They worked in silence emptying the two cabinets first, both were stocked full of papers and it took over an hour to deal with. Once they had carried the cabinets out to the storage pod, it was time to open the desk.

Kibum huffed and leaned against the wall, refusing to look at the two of them while they went through everything. He knew what was in there: old tax files, medical records, etc. Then there were a few other items that he really just didn’t want them to find. Police reports, a death certificate, and multiple newspaper articles. He knew that Heechul would want to take them home and read them tonight, and he would take one look at them and realize that everything he knew was incorrect.

“Were you ever planning on telling us?”

Kibum broke from his musings and turned around to face them. They were both looking at him expectantly, looks of disapproval clear on their faces.

“Tell you what?” He asked, tilting his head to see what they were holding.

Leeteuk looked at the papers and began to read, “You have a history of seizures – ”

“You already knew that,” Kibum pointed out.

“Appendicitis when you were eleven, broke your arm at eight, asthma as a child,” Leeteuk continued to read off the list.

Kibum rolled his eyes and scoffed. “It’s not anything important, who cares? Besides, I don’t have asthma anymore. The doctor said I grew out of it.”

“Kibum, you don’t just stop having asthma, it just goes into remission,” Heechul informed him exasperatedly, putting all the medical records in a pile to keep. He would give them to the hospital so there was a medical history for Kibum. He already had Donghae and Key’s.

They worked in silence for several long moments. Kibum watched them like a hawk, determined to intercede the moment they found everything surrounded his sister’s death. It was a manila folder marked in black bold letters, and Heechul had just picked it up.

Curiously, Heechul opened the folder and pulled out the newspaper articles that were on top. He read them silently for a moment, but he’d already known what they said. He vaguely remembered reading them a long time ago. He wasn’t much interested in reading them again so he stuck them back in the folder. Just as he was about to ask Kibum what he wanted to do about those particular files, Kibum finally spoke up.

“That’s not what happened,” He said, nodding to the folder.

“What’s not what happened?” Heechul asked in confusion, looking back at the articles.

“The newspapers, they’re all a lie,” Kibum informed them. The two gave him their full attention, but he turned away so he didn’t have to look them in the face. “One says that I lost her while babysitting, another says that I killed her and pretended to find her body in the park, but it’s all wrong. So, so wrong.”

He stared down at his shoes, thinking back to the day that had ruined his life. He knew he couldn’t complain, because at least he was alive – he hadn’t been brutally murdered. The newspapers hadn’t even gotten the way she died right. They all stated that she had been stabbed over and over until she bled out, but it was all so wrong.

“I want to go home now,” H

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lynn88mr #1
Chapter 35: While reading this, I couldn't stop crying. I could sympathize with Kibum. Donghae was really mean. It's not an excuse to be so stucked up even for a jealousy. If you will make another story of fidseries, please make it stop. Please stop Kibum's torture and let him find his peace. Don't make him take a drug again.
starfire1123
#2
Chapter 35: Sorry I have been gone for awhile. I went ahead and finished the story and I can't believe it ended this way. You sure know how to shock people lol. I can't help but wonder where you will go next with this series. Again I really enjoy all your stories I wish I had your imagination. ^-^
Taeyeon_ssJH
#3
Daebak!!!!!♡♡♡♡♡
starfire1123
#4
Chapter 31: Yup shady doctor. I am glad the Heechul called for help he needs it. I wish that they would all just live together. I really hope that Kibum doesn't have schizophrenia.
starfire1123
#5
Chapter 29: I am glad that Kibum is becoming more of himself when he is more comfortable, I think that he just hates change. I forgot to say that I like the new poster =^-^=
starfire1123
#6
Chapter 28: Kibum is mad at Heechul for him lying to him as for Donghae mending the relationship I have no clue it would be hard for them to make up I think because making fun of someone like that who is a little unstable and not confident from their past then pretending that they are not doing anything wrong is really messed up so I feel that it'll be hard for Kibum to forgive him.
starfire1123
#7
Chapter 27: I think that the voice that Kibum hears is his conscious I don't believe that he has a psychological disorder it doesn't make sense if he does. I do not believe he will be able o function normally with all the medication putting a damper on his emotions as for the bad feeling I think it is a mixture of everything that he faced it is too much for him and it piled up. I think that Donghae and Mir feel awkward to be around him after what happened and Key was worried about him and he want to be home to great Kibum. I hope that his feelings come out soon it is not good to keep them hidden it is not helping anyone at this point. Um as for shipping Key and Kibum I don't know I would probably find that awkward lol.
starfire1123
#8
Chapter 26: I think that Key is realizing that he likes Kibum and doesn't want to lose him and by building up the wall between them that if he did go then he wouldn't feel so sad about it. Kibums behavior has a reason behind it I don't like that he is hurting himself but maybe now that he is angry he'll vent out all his feelings.
starfire1123
#9
Chapter 25: Heechul knows that Kibum is unstable and he put off getting him help for a while he can be annoyed if he wants too because he was trying to focus on key and then something like this happened he is stressed out and tired but that comes back to the lying it wasn't right and that is what caused the self destruction. If he is committed again I don't think it would help because he is just going to keep on lying and not showing his true feelings he won't get better. I feel like he is going to have major trust issues now. I thing a high key is very funny and cute!
starfire1123
#10
Chapter 24: Lying wasn't the way to handle the situation because of it Kibum self destructed. I feel that it wasn't justified because know Kibum thinks that he gained more weight than he actually did. Mir is and innocent person so he just said what he did carelessly. The way Donghae handled the situation was wrong Donghae was too aggressive and gave up because he is not a fan of Kibum right now Mir wanted to help and he realized that it was beyond him and called an adult which was probably the best decision. Kibum is already suicidle, and he has been keeping his feelings too himself and he just exploded just like I thought he would. He did go all out though.