Ch.2

Where the Lonely Ones Roam
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The news about him going back home had spread like wildfire and within two days everybody in the family knew about it. He’d received multiple sympathy texts and phone calls offering to help in any way he needed. Heechul was being lenient about his chores, which he was grateful for since in a couple days he would be doing the ultimate chore of all time. Leeteuk had even called to say that he was coming this weekend with the boys to support him. He appreciated the amount of love that they showed him but he didn’t like that they all knew he was going through something. They would whisper about it behind closed doors and send him scrutinizing looks.

Even now as he sat in the living room blankly staring at the television he could feel a pair of eyes on him. He knew it was Donghae and sent him an annoyed look before turning away and wrapping his arms around himself. Out of all the members of his family, Donghae was the last person he wanted to talk to. There was this unspoken agreement between them to avoid the subject of Kibum’s family and former life. He’d cracked last winter and confided in his brother about his suspicions regarding his parents but nothing had come of it, thankfully. He wanted it to stay that way.

“Stop watching me,” Kibum grumbled when the television switched to a commercial. He rolled over to look at Donghae face to face. “Seriously, I’m fine.”

Donghae scoffed and moved to sit next to him. “Sure you are. That’s why I practically had to drag you home out of that storm the other day.”

“I was still processing then,” Kibum argued uncomfortably. He really didn’t want to talk about this with Donghae, it made him really uncomfortable. “Can we please not talk about this? I really don’t want to talk about it.”

Donghae shrugged and let the subject drop.

Kibum sighed unhappily and got up to leave. He went into the kitchen and grabbed a couple moon cakes from the snack cabinet before exiting the house. He closed the front door behind him, praying that no one followed him out there, and went over to the swing to eat in peace. He opened the first one and took a bite, closing his eyes and sighing once again.

For some reason he hadn’t been feeling like a complete basket case. Ever since that day he hadn’t felt much of anything regarding the situation. It was annoying mostly because no one would leave him alone. In all honestly he just sort of felt numb. He just didn’t care all that much. There wasn’t anything he could do about the situation anyway. In all honestly he just wanted to sleep until it was all over but Heechul wouldn’t let him stay in his room all day.

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lynn88mr #1
Chapter 35: While reading this, I couldn't stop crying. I could sympathize with Kibum. Donghae was really mean. It's not an excuse to be so stucked up even for a jealousy. If you will make another story of fidseries, please make it stop. Please stop Kibum's torture and let him find his peace. Don't make him take a drug again.
starfire1123 #2
Chapter 35: Sorry I have been gone for awhile. I went ahead and finished the story and I can't believe it ended this way. You sure know how to shock people lol. I can't help but wonder where you will go next with this series. Again I really enjoy all your stories I wish I had your imagination. ^-^
Taeyeon_ssJH #3
Daebak!!!!!♡♡♡♡♡
starfire1123 #4
Chapter 31: Yup shady doctor. I am glad the Heechul called for help he needs it. I wish that they would all just live together. I really hope that Kibum doesn't have schizophrenia.
starfire1123 #5
Chapter 29: I am glad that Kibum is becoming more of himself when he is more comfortable, I think that he just hates change. I forgot to say that I like the new poster =^-^=
starfire1123 #6
Chapter 28: Kibum is mad at Heechul for him lying to him as for Donghae mending the relationship I have no clue it would be hard for them to make up I think because making fun of someone like that who is a little unstable and not confident from their past then pretending that they are not doing anything wrong is really messed up so I feel that it'll be hard for Kibum to forgive him.
starfire1123 #7
Chapter 27: I think that the voice that Kibum hears is his conscious I don't believe that he has a psychological disorder it doesn't make sense if he does. I do not believe he will be able o function normally with all the medication putting a damper on his emotions as for the bad feeling I think it is a mixture of everything that he faced it is too much for him and it piled up. I think that Donghae and Mir feel awkward to be around him after what happened and Key was worried about him and he want to be home to great Kibum. I hope that his feelings come out soon it is not good to keep them hidden it is not helping anyone at this point. Um as for shipping Key and Kibum I don't know I would probably find that awkward lol.
starfire1123 #8
Chapter 26: I think that Key is realizing that he likes Kibum and doesn't want to lose him and by building up the wall between them that if he did go then he wouldn't feel so sad about it. Kibums behavior has a reason behind it I don't like that he is hurting himself but maybe now that he is angry he'll vent out all his feelings.
starfire1123 #9
Chapter 25: Heechul knows that Kibum is unstable and he put off getting him help for a while he can be annoyed if he wants too because he was trying to focus on key and then something like this happened he is stressed out and tired but that comes back to the lying it wasn't right and that is what caused the self destruction. If he is committed again I don't think it would help because he is just going to keep on lying and not showing his true feelings he won't get better. I feel like he is going to have major trust issues now. I thing a high key is very funny and cute!
starfire1123 #10
Chapter 24: Lying wasn't the way to handle the situation because of it Kibum self destructed. I feel that it wasn't justified because know Kibum thinks that he gained more weight than he actually did. Mir is and innocent person so he just said what he did carelessly. The way Donghae handled the situation was wrong Donghae was too aggressive and gave up because he is not a fan of Kibum right now Mir wanted to help and he realized that it was beyond him and called an adult which was probably the best decision. Kibum is already suicidle, and he has been keeping his feelings too himself and he just exploded just like I thought he would. He did go all out though.
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