Ch.35

Where the Lonely Ones Roam
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When Heechul returned home from the meeting with Dr. Jongwoon, he was pleased to see that Leeteuk was back from picking up Eunhyuk and Henry who had been staying home alone all week. He locked his white Suburban and made his way towards the front porch, careful not to slip on the wet leaves that covered the ground, and grimaced at the fact that it was still raining. As he entered the house, shutting the door behind him and taking off his shoes, he couldn’t help but think that the kids weren’t going to be able to go trick-or-treating this year.

Heechul slid out of his jacket and hung it up in the hall closet, glancing into the living room to see if anyone was in there. “Guys, I’m home now!” He called out loudly, announcing his presence.

When no answer came, he walked around the house in search of his beloved children but found not a single one of them, not even Kibum who always came running at the sound of his voice. Curious to know where everyone was, he headed up to his bedroom where he found his boyfriend sitting at the head of the bed with a serious expression strewn across his face as he looked through the pile of pamphlets that Dr. Choi had sent home with them. Heechul shuffled into the room, smiling softly when Leeteuk glanced up momentarily and jumped slightly in surprise.

“Oh, you startled me,” Leeteuk said, chuckling lightly. He patted the spot on the bed next to him, wanting Heechul to come look over the different facilities that they needed to inquire about. “How did the meeting with Dr. Choi go, babe?”

Heechul settled beside him, leaning over to give him a kiss on the cheek. “Well, it turns out that Dr. Choi took a job in London and the nurse that Kibum likes so much is actually a doctor who is taking over the psychiatric unit as the head psychologist. He said that Choi was so hot to close out all his cases before leaving that he just diagnosed Kibum with the first mental disordered that seemed to fit close enough with all of his issues.”

Leeteuk looked up from the booklet he was skimming through, looking rather incredulous. “That’s kind of ridiculous. I mean, I knew that Kibum being schizophrenic didn’t add up, but that is so terrible that his doctor would have let him go through life being labeled as such. So what did this new doctor have to say about Kibum?”

“He said that although Kibum is trouble, taking him back to a family therapist would be fine,” Heechul informed him as he reached out to scatter the pamphlets and booklets across the bed so they could see them all. “Basically we can have Kibum return to weekly sessions with Jia or allow Dr. Jongwoon to start handling his case. The thing is, he said that he strongly recommends that we have Kibum spend some time in one of these institutions that specialize in adolescent behavior therapy. He would get one on one attention with professionals that could really help him sort through all the issues he has.”

“Well, that’s what I’ve been saying all week. It seems as if this doctor shares the same opinions as we do,” Leeteuk said with an appreciative nod, handing Heechul the booklet he had just finished looking through. “I’m not saying that we send Kibum away for a long time or even that we do it all, just that it would be best to have something set up in case he has one of those violent breakdowns again.”

“I agree completely,” Heechul said, making a face as the booklet and tossing it onto the floor. “I want to start touring a couple of these places. I have the case folder from the hospital with all of the reports and notes regarding Kibum, but I think we should call around to the last two therapists to see if they will send us a copy of their reports. Then I want to set up an appointment with Jia to get a second opinion, let her talk professionally with Kibum and assess him, then she can make her own report that we can add to the pile.”

Leeteuk nodded absentmindedly, throwing another pamphlet onto the floor in the rejection pile. “Some of these places look like prisons. If we ever have to send Kibum away again, I want him to go somewhere where there is a large outdoor space. He told me that he only got to go outside for an hour each day, just as if he were in prison. Oh, look at this one; it’s hardly twenty minutes from my house and – what the hell?”

Heechul leaned over to take a look, instantly understanding what the big deal was. He frowned deeply, squinting at the photographs in the book. “I mean, it’s kind of cool if you like the whole underground bunker scene. Actually, it’s kind of really cool. These rooms are incredible even though there are hardly any windows. And look, it’s on a couple acres of land.”

“I like this one, let’s fill out the application and call to set up a tour,” Leeteuk said with a nod, tearing out the application in the back of the book. “Here, I’ll fill it out if you keep looking through the rest of them.”

The room went silent except for the sound of papers shuffling and pen scraping against the application form. Every now and then they

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lynn88mr #1
Chapter 35: While reading this, I couldn't stop crying. I could sympathize with Kibum. Donghae was really mean. It's not an excuse to be so stucked up even for a jealousy. If you will make another story of fidseries, please make it stop. Please stop Kibum's torture and let him find his peace. Don't make him take a drug again.
starfire1123
#2
Chapter 35: Sorry I have been gone for awhile. I went ahead and finished the story and I can't believe it ended this way. You sure know how to shock people lol. I can't help but wonder where you will go next with this series. Again I really enjoy all your stories I wish I had your imagination. ^-^
Taeyeon_ssJH
#3
Daebak!!!!!♡♡♡♡♡
starfire1123
#4
Chapter 31: Yup shady doctor. I am glad the Heechul called for help he needs it. I wish that they would all just live together. I really hope that Kibum doesn't have schizophrenia.
starfire1123
#5
Chapter 29: I am glad that Kibum is becoming more of himself when he is more comfortable, I think that he just hates change. I forgot to say that I like the new poster =^-^=
starfire1123
#6
Chapter 28: Kibum is mad at Heechul for him lying to him as for Donghae mending the relationship I have no clue it would be hard for them to make up I think because making fun of someone like that who is a little unstable and not confident from their past then pretending that they are not doing anything wrong is really messed up so I feel that it'll be hard for Kibum to forgive him.
starfire1123
#7
Chapter 27: I think that the voice that Kibum hears is his conscious I don't believe that he has a psychological disorder it doesn't make sense if he does. I do not believe he will be able o function normally with all the medication putting a damper on his emotions as for the bad feeling I think it is a mixture of everything that he faced it is too much for him and it piled up. I think that Donghae and Mir feel awkward to be around him after what happened and Key was worried about him and he want to be home to great Kibum. I hope that his feelings come out soon it is not good to keep them hidden it is not helping anyone at this point. Um as for shipping Key and Kibum I don't know I would probably find that awkward lol.
starfire1123
#8
Chapter 26: I think that Key is realizing that he likes Kibum and doesn't want to lose him and by building up the wall between them that if he did go then he wouldn't feel so sad about it. Kibums behavior has a reason behind it I don't like that he is hurting himself but maybe now that he is angry he'll vent out all his feelings.
starfire1123
#9
Chapter 25: Heechul knows that Kibum is unstable and he put off getting him help for a while he can be annoyed if he wants too because he was trying to focus on key and then something like this happened he is stressed out and tired but that comes back to the lying it wasn't right and that is what caused the self destruction. If he is committed again I don't think it would help because he is just going to keep on lying and not showing his true feelings he won't get better. I feel like he is going to have major trust issues now. I thing a high key is very funny and cute!
starfire1123
#10
Chapter 24: Lying wasn't the way to handle the situation because of it Kibum self destructed. I feel that it wasn't justified because know Kibum thinks that he gained more weight than he actually did. Mir is and innocent person so he just said what he did carelessly. The way Donghae handled the situation was wrong Donghae was too aggressive and gave up because he is not a fan of Kibum right now Mir wanted to help and he realized that it was beyond him and called an adult which was probably the best decision. Kibum is already suicidle, and he has been keeping his feelings too himself and he just exploded just like I thought he would. He did go all out though.