Ch.21

Where the Lonely Ones Roam
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Heechul waited in the school parking lot, tapping his fingers against the steering wheel to the beat of the song that was playing. Next to him in the passenger seat there was a package of cupcakes that he’d picked up from the bakery. They were supposed to be for the boys as a treat for their first day back to school, but they looked so delicious that he couldn’t help but steal one of them. They were the really good kind too, with whipped frosting instead of disgusting butter cream.

He watched the minutes on the radio clock tick by, drawing closer and closer until 2:30PM finally arrived. He watched the school impatiently as hundreds of students began to burst out the doors, searching the crowds for the familiar faces of his children. When he finally spotted them, his eyes lit up and he smiled happily.

“Umma! I had the greatest day ever!” Mir exclaimed excitedly as he pulled open the door. He absentmindedly grabbed the package of treats, shoving them in the backseat. “Taemin and I have every class together! Can you believe that? Oh! Plus I have lunch and P.E with Key and Kibum!”

“That’s great, honey,” Heechul told him, leaning over to give him a kiss on the cheek. “Just make sure you two don’t whisper and pass notes during classes. I don’t want you getting distracted, especially in history class.”

“History is so boring though,” Mir complained, buckling his seat belt.

“Don’t even complain!” Key scolded him as he got into the backseat with Kibum. “You’re taking world history this year. All you’ll learn about are the two world wars! Kibum and I are stuck in Korean history which is the most boring part of history in the world.”

Kibum hummed in agreement but didn’t speak; he was much too exhausted for that. Instead he lost the battle with himself as he struggled to keep his eyes opened, and slowly drifted off into a light sleep.

“Donghae took that class last semester and he did extraordinarily well,” Heechul informed Key, glancing in the rearview mirror. He smiled sympathetically at Kibum; the poor kid was probably so worn out. “You should ask him for help every now and then; it would really boost his ego.”

Key didn’t answer, biting back the comment that he would pay Donghae to do all his homework for the year whether it boosted his ego or not. Instead he let Heechul and Mir talk to each other while they drove. They were taking Mir back to his father’s house now; he’d only come home this weekend for Henry’s concert. He and Heechul would have all night to gossip.

When they arrived home about twenty minutes later, Heechul frowned when he saw that Donghae was home. He’d been pushing it off long enough; he would have to confront Donghae about everything he’d done over the summer.

“Since Mir isn’t here, can I have his cupcake too?” Key asked as he grabbed his backpack and the package of treats and hopped out of the car. “I deserve two cupcakes, since I had to deal with Kibum all day.”

Heechul smiled as he shook Kibum awake. “Well, I suppose that sounds reasonable. You’ll have to tell me all about it. Let me just get him to bed first, alright?”

Key grinned widely, high-tailing it into the house.

Kibum groaned, sliding out of the car as he handed Heechul his bags. He rubbed his eyes tiredly, silently following Heechul towards the front porch. When they got inside he kicked his shoes off, feeling quite relieved to be rid of them. His feet hurt from walking around all day. Once he was in his room, he instantly began to remove his clothing and pulled on his favorite pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt before collapsing on the bed. He crawled under the covers, pulling them around him tightly, struggling to keep his eyes open long enough to talk with Heechul for a couple minutes.

Heechul sat on the edge of the bed, smiling softly at Kibum. “Was it absolutely horrible and are you traumatized?”

Kibum shrugged his shoulders, inching over so that he could lay his head on Heechul’s leg. He closed his eyes tiredly, deciding that he could talk without looking at him. “I don’t know…but I missed you.”

“I missed you too, sweetie,” Heechul said, feeling a little sad. “It wasn’t the same without you today.”

“Then don’t make me go back,” Kibum whispered softly. Once again he lost the battle to stay awake and seconds later he was fast asleep, only this time he wouldn’t wake up for the rest of the night.

Heechul stayed by his side for quite awhile, just back his hair. He’d grown so used to him being by his side that it hadn’t felt right without him today. All day he’d been checking his phone all day waiting for Kibum message him, begging to be brought home; he would have done it too. Once he’d been alone for an hour, he’d started to think about how ridiculous this whole idea really was. He’d only been worried about Kibum searching for his drug dealer because something had been bothering him, but now that he knew it was Donghae he should have just let Kibum stay home today and called the school to let them know that he’d changed his mind about sending Kibum there.

It was too late now, though, and if Kibum wasn’t throwing a tantrum already then there was a chance that he might actually enjoy being in school. He’d just have to push aside his feelings; this was about Kibum, not himself.

With a sigh, Heechul gently moved Kibum’s head onto the pillow and tucked the blankets around him tight and snug. He bent over to give him a kiss goodnight before turning the lights off and leaving the room.

Once downstairs he could hear Donghae talking on the phone in his bedroom, no doubt with Eunhyuk on the other line. He let them talk for awhile longer before sitting Donghae down for their talk. In the mean time, he headed into the living room where Key had the TV and was absentmindedly watching it while texting on his phone.

Heechul plopped down next to him, wrapping his arm around his shoulders. Key looked up at him, smiling lightly.

“How was your day, babe?” Heechul asked him, wanting to know everything. “Did you end up sharing any classes with Minho?”

“Only a couple, but we have lunch together too,” Key informed him with a shrug. “Other than that, it wasn’t really interesting.”

Heechul nodded slowly, his expression turning softer. “How was Kibum? He was so exhausted that he passed out for the night. We didn’t get

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lynn88mr #1
Chapter 35: While reading this, I couldn't stop crying. I could sympathize with Kibum. Donghae was really mean. It's not an excuse to be so stucked up even for a jealousy. If you will make another story of fidseries, please make it stop. Please stop Kibum's torture and let him find his peace. Don't make him take a drug again.
starfire1123
#2
Chapter 35: Sorry I have been gone for awhile. I went ahead and finished the story and I can't believe it ended this way. You sure know how to shock people lol. I can't help but wonder where you will go next with this series. Again I really enjoy all your stories I wish I had your imagination. ^-^
Taeyeon_ssJH
#3
Daebak!!!!!♡♡♡♡♡
starfire1123
#4
Chapter 31: Yup shady doctor. I am glad the Heechul called for help he needs it. I wish that they would all just live together. I really hope that Kibum doesn't have schizophrenia.
starfire1123
#5
Chapter 29: I am glad that Kibum is becoming more of himself when he is more comfortable, I think that he just hates change. I forgot to say that I like the new poster =^-^=
starfire1123
#6
Chapter 28: Kibum is mad at Heechul for him lying to him as for Donghae mending the relationship I have no clue it would be hard for them to make up I think because making fun of someone like that who is a little unstable and not confident from their past then pretending that they are not doing anything wrong is really messed up so I feel that it'll be hard for Kibum to forgive him.
starfire1123
#7
Chapter 27: I think that the voice that Kibum hears is his conscious I don't believe that he has a psychological disorder it doesn't make sense if he does. I do not believe he will be able o function normally with all the medication putting a damper on his emotions as for the bad feeling I think it is a mixture of everything that he faced it is too much for him and it piled up. I think that Donghae and Mir feel awkward to be around him after what happened and Key was worried about him and he want to be home to great Kibum. I hope that his feelings come out soon it is not good to keep them hidden it is not helping anyone at this point. Um as for shipping Key and Kibum I don't know I would probably find that awkward lol.
starfire1123
#8
Chapter 26: I think that Key is realizing that he likes Kibum and doesn't want to lose him and by building up the wall between them that if he did go then he wouldn't feel so sad about it. Kibums behavior has a reason behind it I don't like that he is hurting himself but maybe now that he is angry he'll vent out all his feelings.
starfire1123
#9
Chapter 25: Heechul knows that Kibum is unstable and he put off getting him help for a while he can be annoyed if he wants too because he was trying to focus on key and then something like this happened he is stressed out and tired but that comes back to the lying it wasn't right and that is what caused the self destruction. If he is committed again I don't think it would help because he is just going to keep on lying and not showing his true feelings he won't get better. I feel like he is going to have major trust issues now. I thing a high key is very funny and cute!
starfire1123
#10
Chapter 24: Lying wasn't the way to handle the situation because of it Kibum self destructed. I feel that it wasn't justified because know Kibum thinks that he gained more weight than he actually did. Mir is and innocent person so he just said what he did carelessly. The way Donghae handled the situation was wrong Donghae was too aggressive and gave up because he is not a fan of Kibum right now Mir wanted to help and he realized that it was beyond him and called an adult which was probably the best decision. Kibum is already suicidle, and he has been keeping his feelings too himself and he just exploded just like I thought he would. He did go all out though.