I Won't Die.

Forever Feels So Short {hiatus}

Author's POV:

"Why is this so boring?!" You said out loud.

"Let's go outside and play~" Kwangmin suggested.

You shook your head. "It's coooold outside, and what if I catch a cold?"

"Then I'll take care if you!" Kwangmin smiled.

"Fine~" You said and head upstairs. You went to your room and changed into a warm outfit. It looks like this:

"Kaja!" Kwangmin said and held your hand.

"It might snow today...that's what people said~" You said.

"I think so too~ it's already November!" Kwangmin was swinging both of your hands back and forth. You nodded.

You both walked happily around the track. You nose was starting to get red. [A/N: Whenever you are cold, your nose gets red.]

"Yeobo, your nose is really red." Kwangmin pointed out.

You sniffed in. "It's nothing...." You sniffed again. "It's always like this."

"Let's go back~"Kwangmin pulled your hand.

"Okay~" You continue to sniff.

When you got home, Kwangmin made you go lay down. You didn't want to be he insisted.

"Aishh!! I'm not sick!!" You whined.

"Just go~~ You need to get warmer, your forehead might be hot!!" Kwangmin push you. You pouted.

"Please don't let me go to bed!!!" You begged him. He shook his head.

"Go~" He said. You finally gave up.

"I'll just be up there for a bit."You said and headed up stairs. 

You went in your room and changed your clothes. Then laid on your bed. Suddenly you thought of something, and quickly jump off your bed. Then went to your desk and open one of the drawer and got something out. It was your diary.

'Long time I haven't write in here~' You thought and smiled.

Your diary looks like this:

(Mine doesn't have a lock! xD)

You quickly went back to your bed and cover yourself with the blankets and started to write.

 

 Park ~~~~, November 19, 2012. 2:36PM.

   Dear Diary,

It had been a long time since I've seen you diary. I missed you. I'm in my bedroom right now~ Kwangmin made me stay in my room since my nose got red when we were going for a walk. He's so sweet right? ^o^ I really love him. Something's worrying me though...... I dreamt yesterday that I was marrying Jeongmin oppa and he told me that Kwangmin died. :( I hope it won't happen. Please don't let it happen okay? I don't want Kwangmin to die. Kwangmin and I have been together for a long time now, I wonder what Kwangmin's doing right now? He always cares for me, but I really never had a chance to take care of him. My parents have been gone for a while, and he is always the one who always hangs out with me. I'm greatful for him, I am REALLY greatful.(:  I have to rest now, I feel I'm going to have a fever too. D: Bye Diary! I love you.♥

                                            Love,

                                            Park ~~~~~.

 

You wrote your final words and smiled. You then read over it.

'It sounds good.' You smiled to yourself, and nodded.

Then decided to flip over your old writing. One of them was this"

                Park ~~~~. January 13,2010. 1:06PM.

Hi Diary! ^o^

I really miss you right now. How have you been? I'm totally boooooooooored that I'm going to die! >.< Guess what? It's 5 months and 5 more days until my birthday! Hahahah, that's sooooo far away! I just noticed!!!!! Appa is going on a business trip and won't be back until tomorrow. While umma is at work, she still hasn't come home yet. It's noon right now, as you know. I wish I have someone to talk to! ): Eunmi and the Jo Twins are so busy! I totally miss them... ALOT. Goodbye Diary!

               Love from,

              Park ~~~~~.♥

 

As you read, you laughed at your writing.

'I used to write like this?' You thought and smiled. You had changed your kind of writing since your teacher said that it was too....childish.

"What are you laughing about?" Kwangmin came in the room and you didn't even noticed. You quickly closed your diary.

"Ani...it's nothing~" You said and hide your diary in your blankets.

"You were reading something~" Kwangmin said.

"No~~ " You denied again.

"Anyways, I made you porridge!" Kwangmin smiled.

"You know... I won't die." You said. "From a red nose, it ALWAYS happens."

"Still, I want to take care of you." He pinches your cheeks.

"Fine." You rubbed your cheeks, since they were a little cold it hurts when Kwangmin pinches them.

"Say ah~" Kwangmin smiled. You opened your mouth and he happily feed you.

'He looks so happy when he feeds me.' You smiled.

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DID I SCARED YOU WITH THE TITLE?!

Did you think that Kwangmin was going to die?? LOL~

I bet you might at least have a little thought that the chapter was going to have something about Kwangmin, when you saw the title! ;D

Anyways, that's your update! (:

PS: I have a project to do, so I might just update this....JOKING! I will probably finish it soon. I still have 4 days to update for you guys! ^o^

Good bye~

I changed the plot of the chapter! (:

Was listening to BOYFRIEND.... Super Junior- Don't Don, playing right now! :)

Edit note 1 : Oh and Thank you for all of the NICE and SWEET comments! I love you all!!♥ You know that right?! :)

That's for you: ENamine4343, Boy1a4, Cutiesooyoung, Youngmin4eva, Nekomimi14, and imzxierawr06. Again thank you for your love.

I have 7 subbies!! ^o^

Gomawo!!!

 

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Peachybae217 #1
Chapter 43: I love the story but please update more please
kpopforever26
#2
this story is totally awesome. I would be sad if you didn't update:(
boy1a4
#3
yes. MyuNgsoo~~~~
that was cute.
update soon. ^^v
wonwoojpeg #4
boy1a4,
Sowwy!!~!!! I can't think of what to write!! x]
boy1a4
#5
i disappear for a week and i see no more updates. lol ^^ what happened to this?
dhicee18 #6
update pls!!!!!
Lover_Pikwangchu #7
I've been running out of ideas!! T.T
MinYoungg
#8
Update soon! It's really interesting!