I am listening to Sejeong's voice; a korean singer whose part of a girl group called Gugudan and former member of IOI. As I close my eyes I felt someone sat on the couch and wrapped its arms around me. I remained my eyes shut close as she rests her head on my chest.

" I'm done with everything that I should do. Should we have our date now? " she asked. It's been almost 2 weeks since the day I asked her to go out, but there are some things that needed her attention more so we decided to move it on some other day.

I can clearly remember what she said when I told her that I wanted to go out with her as soon as possible 'we have plenty of days in our hands, let's just go some other day. I really need to arrange this'-- we have plenty days in our hands... I doubt that...

" are you mad at me? Sorry that we have to push our date because of some matters " she said. I can feel her stares even though I am closing my eyes-- I am not mad, I understand her. It's just... we wasted time that we should have spent together.

I opened my eyes and saw her looking cutely at me while having that pouted lips of her. I can't help, but to smile at her, I lifted my hand and ruffled her hair.

" I'm not mad, silly " I chuckled and kissed her forehead.

" wait " she frowned at me and I felt her hands wandered around my waist and tummy.

" why are you getting thinner and thinner? " she asked.

" should we go on our date today? " I asked her to ignore the fact that she's asking me something that I can't answer. She nodded enthusiastically and stood up.

" but before we go out I'll cook you some food, I need to make you fat " she chuckled and gently pinched my cheeks. I sighed when she left me, even I want to eat what she's going to cook for me my body won't accept it. I vomit whenever I eat something so I tend to avoid dining with her. What should I say now?

I stood up when I felt something rumbling on my stomach and the dryness of my throat. I rushed to the bathroom and almost threw myself on the sink when I vomited. I tried hard not to make a sound that can be hear by Solar, my tears are flowing down my cheeks as I feel the pain.  It feels worse since I don't eat anything, it's hard to vomit liquid.

After I gather myself up I rushed to my room to apply make-up on my face. I will look pale and sick if I won't apply any of it. I grabbed some pills at the lower part of my cabinet and took some of it, it will help me somehow go through the day with less pain.

" Moonbyul! " I heard her shout.

I manage to go through the meal that she prepared for me, I almost threw up every