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My sweetest downfall" are you really practicing? Your work isn't improving even a little bit " I can hear Ms. Yuria said to another student.
Her words are sharp and can really break some ego, but that words can really mold you into something you want to be, well base on experience. It may hurt, but as you remember her words and tell yourself that you should prove her wrong, there your skills will go out.
" I don't like to see that kind of work ever again " Ms Yuria left her and walked towards me. My reflexes suddenly and I sat properly on my stool; her aura as a teacher really send chills into my spine.
" your painting should be happy and lively, am I right? But I can't see any of that. It looks dull and sad " she said.
" you've been painting the same scene over and over again " she added.
I've been painting a snowy scenery. That place has been going on my mind for a while now. I've been dreaming about myself being in there, but I can't really remember anything once I wake up; all I can remember is the place and how white it is because of the snow that's falling from the sky.
" Solar have you thought about entering that school? " Ms. Yuria said as she checks my finished work. She has her hand on her chin while staring at my work carefully; I used to be nervous whenever she looks at my works back then because I want her to compliment me and not criticize my work. Well I'm still nervous, but different from before.
" I haven't " I shortly responded. She looked at me and slightly arranged her glasses, she sighed and held my shoulders.
" you know that the school won't accept any students anymore at the end of this month, right? Think about it more carefully and when you do, tell me your decision. I can help you get into that school if you just say yes " she said and gently tapped my shoulder.
I've been thinking of going to that school. It's far and I can really learn a lot of techniques and skills in there so I am really considering it, but it feels like my heart wants to stay here. I don't know if it's because of Eric or because of somebody else.
" boooo! " I was startled when Moonbyul suddenly popped from the back of my canvas.
" you look so serious " she said as she opens her ice-cream.
My lesson for today is over, but I decided to stay here for a little bit to finish some of my work's details and I want to think about things; this place is really peaceful and my mind seems to be calm whenever I'm here.
" I'm just thinking about things " I said and go
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