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My sweetest downfallI'm staring at the blank space, thinking about some things and how it happened so fast; how things ended so quickly. We haven't started anything yet, but it ended before we even start something, it hurts like hell to think that I hope something for us, but everything just crumpled and got ruined.
I'm on my way home after that talk with Eric. I know I shouldn't be believing with everything that he says, but everything he just said makes sense, everything seems to connect; from how Moonbyul knew me because she became one of my competitors, on how she got invited to Eric’s engagement party even though I know that they have now connection with each other and to think that she’s the CEO of that big company at her age even she had more older relatives. It really hurt just to think that he's telling the truth; I hope— no, want it to be a big lie.
I walk with my mind as blank, I want to forget everything and think of this as a big nightmare. I shouldn't have gone to Eric, he just messes everything up and to think that he's telling the truth makes everything worst.
As I walk I can see a girl in front of my condo, she's waving and smiling brightly at me. How can Eric be right? She looks so bright to have that dark side.
" Yongsun " she brightly called me. I can't smile back at her, my tears are going to come out as my eyes clearly saw her from afar.
" tell me... " I softly said when I got in front of her. I’m trying so hard not to cry and burst out.
I want to hear it from her, I want to hear it coming from her. She once told me to trust her and just believe with her words; now I'm doing it, I want to believe in her and hear the truth on her own mouth.
I handed her the papers that Eric gave me earlier. She frowned at me and started to scan the papers, her face became dark and she looked at me. Her warm eyes became blank and cold.
" is it really you who made Eric's company go down? Is it your family's doing? Eric's marriage? " I continuously asked her. She didn't utter any word, she just stared at me and her hold on the papers became tight.
" tell me the truth Moonbyul " I pleaded. Please tell me that Eric's just lying, please... please and even if it's true just give me a lie and say that it's not. Don't break my trust on you Moonbyul and just deny it...
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