" Solar... " I can hear her voice, but my eyes refrain from opening itself and continued to make me see the horrible scene on my mind.

" Yongsun, wake up " I heard again, but this time I can feel continuous tap on my shoulder. I tried hard to open my eyes, to escape from that horrible dream and as I succeed the first thing I saw was Moonbyul looking worriedly at me.

" are you okay? " she asked as she wipe my tears away... I'm crying.

" I had a nightmare... in that dream you we're out of my reach, no matter how much I extend my arms for you, how loud I scream for your name or how desperate I look you won't turn your head at me and you continued to walk away from me " I told her. That dream felt real, it felt real to the point that my heart ache so much.

" that's just a dream " she said as she caresses my hair.

" once you call for my name, even it's just a soft call I'll be there for you " she said and pulled me towards her.

" you won't be the one to be extending those arms. It's my job to wrap my arms around you, to make you feel warm and make you feel that I'm always right beside you " she said and slowly wrapped her arms around me.

" and it won't happen that I'll be out of your reach because you can always reach for me, in fact you hold me in your heart. Am I correct? " she continued while having those lovely eyes staring at me. I nodded my head and wiped away that horrible dream that I just had... it's just a dream.

" what does the doctor said? " I asked her. She went out to talk to her doctor, I don't really know why she must go to other room to talk with her doctor instead of being here in her room.

" he said that I can go out today, my cold is gone " she slightly smiled at me and pulled me for a tighter hug.

" let's spend our time together wiser now, don't leave my side starting from today " she softly said and I nodded at her words. I won't leave you ever again, I'll stay by your side.

Wheein is driving the car while Hwasa is sitting on the shot gun seat.They helped us with Moonbyul's things well there's not much things, but they insisted to drive us and help us with it.

" should we eat first before dropping you guys on your condo? " Wheein asked. We just said yes and she drove away.

The car is filled with silence, the two are being silent which is so unusual. It feels like they are being careful with their words.

" having quiet Wheein and Hwasa seems unusual, right? " Moonbyul said.

" ah-- hahaha " Wheein awkwardly laughed.

" don't be awkward, it's not like this is our first time seeing each other. Don't treat me like a stranger " Moonbyul added.

" not stranger, more like ghost " Hwasa said which made us silent for a minute.

“ sorry " Moonbyul broke the silence.

" it must be a shock for you guys to see me alive after those years. You guys are on that funeral yet after years you saw me again, breathing and moving freely " she said. I looked at her and saw an apologetic smile and eyes, I held her hand and caress it with my thumb.

I can't really blame those two if they are a bit