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My sweetest downfall" mom " I called her. It's been a half an hour since the silence began and I have a lot of questions to ask her.
I arrived at home yesterday, leaving all the things behind; my studies and even the people who helped me cope up on my new environment. I feel bad for leaving suddenly, but what matters to me more is having the answers to all of my questions and it wouldn't be answered if I just stayed there.
" just answer everything I ask honestly mom " I pleaded. I don't really understand why she kept on hiding the details about that accident even she knows that I already knew that everything that I know is a lie.
" Yongsun, just leave everything behind, you're happy right now. Why do keep on digging the past? " mom asked with her pleading eyes. She really doesn't want to reveal anything to me, but I need to know it; not just for my curiosity, but also for my peace of mind.
" tell me, why can't I recall anything? " I started to drop my questions. My mom just looked at me having that hesitant eyes on her.
" Why it's just me on the accident with the driver is all that I can remember? " I asked again. I'm not going to stop, not until she answers one of my questions.
" Yongsun... please-- "
" Why I can't remember that Moonbyul Yi? " I asked her again cutting her off and leaving her all of my questions.
" do you want to know the truth? " I turned my head when I heard my dad talked. He has that serious face of his and both of his hands are inside of his pocket meaning that he's really serious about this thing.
" yes " I sternly said. I heard my mom restrain my father from saying anything, but my father just looked straight into my eyes. He's going to tell me everything he knows. I know him, he won't leave any details behind once he said that he'll tell it.
" it was back when you're a little kid " my father started. My mom held his hand to refrain him from talking, but he didn't glance at mom and kept his eyes on me; I know that once he saw mom's eyes he will waver and will follow mom so I understand why he's doing that
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