Chapter 7
“I love you, but you still love her who can’t love you back“

 

Tzuyu POV

“You shouldn’t see that. Eat well, I’m going home now. Good night.” I quickly walk out from her room leaving her standing there frozen. I can hear her trying to call me again but I ignore her and just keep continue my step to my bike.   Flashback “Annyeonghaseyo yoda-nim !” sana unnie call me with a heavy tone. She always tease me with that yoda thingy. She said that I look like a yoda without any reason. I don’t like it at first, but as long as that can make her happy I’ll except that. “Annyeonghaseyo squirell-nim!” I back without changing my sight from my computer screen. “At least I look at you when I’m teasing you about yoda.” I can imagine how cute is her pout right now. “Mianhe squirell-nim.” I stand up and bow at that cute squirell who tied her hair up today. “Good yoda.” She fix her eye glasses. Actually she has a good eyes, her sight are just okay. But sometimes she wear a glasses to look smart she said. “You trying to look smart again today ? Who’s coming ?” I ask her while she make her way to her seat. “I met my friend just now. That’s why I let you work alone this morning and also wearing this stupid glasess.” She said then she untie her hair. “What a view !” I scream inside my mind. How can I not ? I’m just witnessing her hair flaps beautifully after being released from the hair ban. “What ?” she ask me after founding this stupid yoda staring at her without blinking. “hmm ? no.. nothing.” I flustered my word. “You are looking at me without blinking right now. Am I too y ?” she smirk at me. “Hell no squirrel-nim.” I rolled my eyes and quickly walk back to my seat while trying to keep my heart from falling down. “Liar !” she said but I just keep walking away from her. How can I face her right now ? She just caught me red handed staring at her. “Say whatever you like squirrel-nim.” I wave my hand and back typing on my computer. “Hmmm.. how about I want you to come here again ?” she said. I don’t know if she is joking or not right now, but I just ignore her. “I’m serious. I have something to give you. Come here tzuyu ya.” She call my real name despite yoda, so I guess she is serious enough.   “Here. Take this.” She handed me a yoda doll right after I reach her table. “Are you teasing me with that doll ?” I ask her before taking the doll from her. I thought she is really being serious this time, but I guess I’m wrong. “No. Just keep it okay ?” she said. “Why should I keep it ?” I still leave her hand holding that doll. “Keep it if you love me.” She stick her tounge out. I know exactly that she is just joking this time, so I left that doll and walk back to my seat. “Of course you not love me. Me neither !” she yell at me. “I love you that’s why I can’t take that as a joke.” I said in my mind. “Whatever. I’ll just throw this away then” She is clearly upset.   “Come on tzuyu ya !” sana unnie calling me. “Wait I have something to do first. Just go to the car first, I’ll catch up as soon as I can.” I said while pretending to type something on my computer. “Welll…. Make it faster okay ?” she said then she leave me alone at her room. “Finally…” I sigh after hearing the door being closed. “Where is it ?” I stand up and try to find that doll inside the rubbish bin. “Ah finally..” finally I found the doll after digging up the scattered paper inside the rubbish bin. I pick that yoda and put it inside my bag. End of flashback

 

“Chingu yaaaa !!” I whine right after I close my apartment door.

“What ? What happen ?” that small chingu immediately stop working on her laptop and quickly run and hug me.

“I am so stupid.” I cry on her shoulder while she pats my back trying to comfort me.

“Here, sit first than talk.” She drag me to the sofa after I finally manage to calm down a bit. Then she help me hang my bag on the hanger and seated herself beside me.

“Now talk. Why are you stupid ?” she said after she wipe my tears away.

“Sana unnie…” I said and she quickly understand the situation.

“Why ? What’s wrong with her ?” she grab my hand.

“She found out..” I was trying to say what happen but then she cut my words.

“She found out about that doll ?” she finish my words like she know everything what happen before.

“Yes chingu ya.. she found out about it.” I said then back crying hard.

“How can ?” she start asking me with a panick expression.

“I left my bag , and sana unnie accidently found that doll inside my bag. I’m so stupid !” I said than I lay my forhead on her shoulder.

“Yes you are stupid.” She said while pating my head.

“I told you to keep it home and not to bring it with you everywhere. I knew something like this will come someday and I can’t believe that day was actually today.” She sigh.

“But… I need that doll to be with me everywhere.” I can’t agree with her eventhough she is telling me the right thing.

“I know I know.” She is just really understand me. I was really lucky to know her, a friend that always comfort me and help me everytime I’m facing a problem.

“Now what ? What should I do ?” I ask her after pulling away from her.

“You ask me ?” she ask me back.

“You know I need you right now. Please help me.” I whine again.

“Okay okay let me think first. Just stop crying okay ?” she tap my cheek twice and smile.

“Okay.” I nod my head.

“Now go take a shower and clear your mind.” She said then I immediately do what she said.

 

 

Chaeyoung POV

“I need to fix my bestfriend love problem when I can’t even fix my heart problem.” I sigh right after tzuyu gets into the bathroom.

“Well, but I still need to fix her problem, since I can’t leave he