Hey Diary,

Do you know what day it is? 

It has been a full week since I stole you! Look at us making relationship goals. We are goals AF Diary. But... today is also a day that is very important to me. Something not as happy as our goals.

Today is also the anniversary of my brother's death. He was diagnosed with liver cancer when he was little and we tried everything we could to get him cured - lots of chemo and doctors - but nothing would work. So about three years ago to this day, he passed.

I just hope it wasn't painful when he went. I miss him so much, Diary. The little brother that would always follow me around wherever I went and make fun of me when I would try to be funny.

I miss him. I really miss him. *tear stain*

Therefore diary, this day is very important to me and I am glad I have you here to talk to. Well, not physically but you know what I mean.

I hope that he is doing okay where ever he is and looking down on my family and I with a smiling face. *tear stain*

Well, I should go diary as tomorrow is a long day.

Write you later,

XOXO 

Arya

P.S - His name was Evan. He was 20. Just thought you would want to know.