Hi Diary,

I hope everything has been well on your side because mine isn't going as well.

After yesterday, I could not focus at all today.

His words just kept on replaying into my head over and over again, like a broken record. It is haunting me.

Thankfully, I didn't see him as I am no way ready to face him yet. Or to tell him my answer. He said he would wait but come on... waiting is like torture. I know.

It is better to tell him sooner rather than later but... I can't bring myself to do it. My one and only friend at this whole company ends up confessing to me? Like seriously what the freak.

But just when I thought it couldn't get any worse IU approached me today. I was nervous at first, thinking that she might have found out about me breaking her 'rule'. But it didn't seem to be the case. Instead, she told me something even more horrific.

She told Yongguk... about me. 

I seriously wanted to punch her in her little smug face. She just straight up pulled a total move. Like did she have any reason behind it? Nope. None at all. Or at least any reasonable excuse I can see.

She just was done 'being nice', is all I can guess. 

So there's that Diary. I am now completely petrified to even go into the company building now from meeting IU, Yongguk, and now my friend.

When did this all go wrong? And why can't I even find out who Yongguk likes?

Just please let me figure this all out peacefully or so help me...

Someone is gonna get hurt.

And I really don't want that person to be me.

XOXO

Arya