"I let every thought thread a weft of yarn,       Weaving through the warps, a tapestry of us. If I make my arms, the home you seek,        If I sway my brush, would I capture thee?"                                                    -Jacob Lee, Artistry

Balance is important. Where there is love, there is hate; where there is good, there is evil; where there is a person frowning, there is a person smiling; where there is life, there is death. This is the story of how I stopped smiling, and how I lost myself in the process of twisting my lips into a grin, because even the ones with the brightest smiles may have haunting fears. This is the story of how I told myself: 'You aren't special' - and how I corrected myself along the way.  

12 year old WIZ*ONE Kim Si-yun's diary in the lead up to Ahn PD's confession of vote rigging. Originally posted in the fan's section of IZ*ONE's VLive channel.

​Junmyeon Was Your first Love And You Were His.    You Reminisce Over The Past...  

Remember that guy I kind of have a super major crush on? Yeah. He is in that group. Which member is it? Well, it might be too early to tell you Diary.

How could I even bear to hear that? As a mother, who could ever let go of her only son like that?   When you made up your mind, you shattered my heart in a million pieces...   Too often I asked the question 'Why' and too often, silence answers me.