I'm starting to get disappointed with myself. I'm always reminding my mind and aoul to update cause I know I leave you all hanging but with school, stress and stuffs. Being broken doesn't even help.

I wanted to cry because I feel useless. Though I've been able to make a short update with my new collection "nothing like us". I still feel down.

I just wanted to apologize for not keeping up with my said date to write an update.  I hope to be able to pass my upcoming test so I can write well here. I'm hoping that it could help me to feel good. What I mean.. to feel uplifted.

I'll try to update after doing my projects and my exams. I hope to be on the mood again.

Maybe holding grudge to someone really does makes me not in the mood. I hope I can find someone to inspire me or not.. someone who could help me.

By the way, I wanted to be close with all of you so.. why don't you all just call me Jessie. Being called author-nim feels old. I'm only 16 turning 17 next month. So I'm not that old.

Please being old adds up to stress...

(Grabe tanda ko na.. Kaiyak.. TT)