Chapter 4 – Surprise!!

I was sitting on the edge of rooftop, staring at the black sky, while my feet hanging cheerfully with a bottle of soju in my hands. It was 4 A.M, the boys just get to their room at 2 A.M, it seems they just too tired to do anything, so I let them sleep without changing or bathing.

I clean their make up one by one, before leave them sleep peacefully, they still have their schedule today, it’s variety show, and I know they will need more energy, so I let them rest as long as they can.

My brother still in coma, nothing changes since I leave him. One of JYP staff takes care of him. I’m thinking to take some food when I have time to see him.

And that little devil, he just lost somewhere, and didn’t even try to contact me again. Maybe, he just give up? I’m not sure. To be honest, he still here, in my heart. But I know, let him stay away from me is the best for us.

I close my eyes when I feel a cold wind caress my body softly, I have my sleep before, when the boys take their time to shoot their photoshoot. So I just can’t sleep now.

It’s really quiet, when I feel someone sit beside me, I turn my head just for seeing Mark sitting beside me, and staring at the blank space in front of him.

Did just he know me so well , and didn’t even give me a chance to think about taehyung ? LOL what am I thinking about now? -_-

“What are you doing here?”

He didn’t answer my question, he just sit, quietly, and keep staring at the blank space in front of him.

“Mark?”

He didn’t answer again. I take a deep sigh, before take another round of soju to my mouth, when something hold my hands, trying to stop me to take another soju to my mouth.

“Stop it, its morning already. And why did you turn off your phone all day?”

“I’m not turning off my phone, and for your information I just start to drink”

I stare at him, trying to argue, while he look at me, and take away that bottle of soju from my hand. What the he’s doing now? I have enough age to drink soju rite?

And turns off the phone? My phone always active. I haven’t looked it in a couple of days, neither uses it too. I was too busy just for checking my phone, but I always there for him. Why should he need me with my phone?

He turns his body, jump to the rooftop floor, and threw my ing soju away.

WHAT THE HE IS DOING NOW? I JUST HAVE MY PEACE WITH SOJU BUT HE THREW IT?

I almost scream his name, when he walk a little far and sitting on the floor, look at me.

“Come here”

I just stare at him blankly, I don’t know what happened now, but I feel something bad will coming.  All my tense gone immediately.

So I just follow his command, and sit beside him. He rarely looks so cold like now, he always being sweet and warm, so I just a little dizzy now.

 “Something wrong?”

I asked him in low tone, it just his mood seems really bad now, so I don’t know what I should do. And why he is in bad mood now? Is it because I drink a soju? But I used to drink soju here while he just sits beside me. Accompany me.

I look into his eyes, while he takes a deep sigh. Oh gosh, is he angry with me?? But why? Did I do something wrong? I didn’t even mention Taehyung after we got in relationship? And I clear my entire phone log, so he won’t know that Taehyung meet me.

Or.. Did he know?

It’s not like I want to hide it from him. I just don’t want him thinking that I still can’t forget  that little devil. And I already promise him, that I won’t ever get in touch with Taehyung again.

Even I know, part of my heart surely know that I was lying. Even half of my heart love and feeling grateful for having Mark as my boyfriend, I can’t lie, that Kim Taehyung, still have a part in my heart.

Until now.

I still stare at him, while he start to move closer to me, then he touch my leg, before laying his head on my leg. He closes his eyes, and smile. He ing smile while do that.

It took me for a minute before I realize, he didn’t angry, but he just sleepy enough to talk to me. And he’s not acting cold toward me. He just didn’t want to do anything because he ing tired and he was sleepy.

That ing Mark almost got my tense up, I think he know that Taehyung come to meet me at hospital, he will be angry because I let Taehyung see me.

I take a deep sigh, while staring at his face. It was dark, but I still find his face so handsome. It just 5 minutes after he’s laying his head on my leg and I found him now in the deep sleep.

Honestly, I feel sorry for him, I looked like someone who cheated now. Who am I ? I just a fatty old girl who get a doorprize because I can be near with a handsome guy for almost 24 hours. And one of that handsome guy are my boyfriend.

But I can’t lie, I love Mark , I really do. But not as same like I loved Taehyung before. Kim Taehyung, just.. forget it. I shouldn’t thinking abou