CH 39 (END)
Childish LoveEun Na’s POV
We were just talking and looking at the scenery when suddenly Winwin oppa stood and said “Eun Na ya? Can I talk with you…for a second?” I just froze upon his sudden request. I hesitated a bit but then I agreed upon it in a very awkward way. I was trying my best to avoid talking to him but he just keeps on popping up. He pulled to me to a private place which was quite far from where we were. I have no idea what he’s going to say. He just looked at me then said, “I... I know it’s been a tough- a quite tough year for you…” very nervously “and I-I don’t want to keep on stressing you out but…” he kept on hesitating and stuttering his words but he kept on talking. “I-I just have to let it out because these feelings, just keeps eating me up… so I just need to say it…” he said. I just looked at him confusion. What he said next just shock me and makes my heart skip a beat…
He said “I-I-I actually like you…” then looked down with his bushing face ^^… I was just shocked by his sudden confession. I was surprised. I didn’t know he felt the same way. I thought he just saw me as a friend. I was about to say something but he then said, “I have been having this feelings ever since I first met you and I know it’s wrong to like someone who already have a boyfriend…so I really tried my best to keep my feelings in and just be friends with you but after Jaemin’s passing…, I tried to be a good friend to you and to also be there for you but seeing you sad just makes me want to care for you more. It was hard to content my feelings then and since it’s almost the end of the school year, I just had to tell you about my feelings and I didn’t care about any rejection’s receiving…” he then looks back down while closing his eyes.
I just hear every word he said and it nearly made me cry. I smile at him and move slowly closer to him. I lifted his head up so he could face me. “I surprisingly…like…you too” He was looked so surprised. “I have been trying my best to avoid those feelings and…you because I didn’t know you had feelings for me and feeling the guilt of cheating to Jaemin…” I said with a slight giggle. “but I know he wants what best for me and wants me to be happy…and by seeing how you treat me, I think Jaemin would be happy that you are the one protecting me…If Jaemin could pick one person to be with me if he ever leaves, I think he will pick you… you will right?” I said while considering his eyes. “Don’t worry, I will!!” he said. He then prayed, I don’t what the heck was that for but whatever. I was about to asked him when, “So, Eun Na-ya? Will you be my Girlfriend?” I hesitated to answer him. “Don’t worry, I just asked Jaemin for permission” he then said. I giggle at what he said. “Hmmmm…umm…. YES!!” I sai
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