Ch 6 - Bad Moon on the Rise

Waxing & Waning: Two Moons
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Ch 6 – Bad Moon on the Rise…

JUST BEFORE WOLF ERA

Kyungsoo is in the recording studio, going over his verse of “Goodbye, Summer” with the producer. He’s done about 5 takes, and they’re both almost satisfied with it, agreeing to go for one more. Right before he starts, he sees members of f(x) wander into the studio through the clear windows of the booth. He starts to greet his sunbaes, bowing low, and they respond with quick bows as Amber apologizes on their behalf. “Sorry! We didn’t realize you were in the booth – thought we caught you at a break. Please, continue. I’m excited to hear how it sounds with male vocals, haha,” Amber gushes in a friendly manner.

‘Oh that’s right. She wrote this,’ Kyungsoo remembers. “Ah, I hope I don’t disappoint you, Amber-sunbaenim. I think we just figured out the first verse, and I hope I do it justice.” Amber waves off his polite concerns while Krystal whispers something to Luna that Kyungsoo can’t quite catch. “You’ll be great, Kyungsoo-ssi.”

The music cues up, and Kyungsoo does his best to not be nervous and just sing with the same warm, reminiscent tone he had been practicing earlier.

As he finishes the section, he hears Krystal stage whisper to Amber, “Wow, he’s nailed it.” Luna nods enthusiastically as Amber praises him directly, “That’s perfect! I knew your vocals could really capture the mood I was going for when I wrote the song, but you really embodied the emotion behind it, too. Very cool.” The producer agrees, gives him a thumbs up, and motions for him to come out of the booth to join them.

Kyungsoo maneuvers around the tight space, not really made for 5 people, and tries not to jostle anyone. The girls slide closer together on the couch to make space for him, with Luna on the far side, Amber, and then Krystal who’s closest to him and now inviting him to take the seat on the end. “I’m glad you all could come. I’d heard that we might have to do all of our recordings separately due to your busy schedules.” Kyungsoo finds himself feeling nervous and fidgety in front of his successful sunbaes in the industry, even if he is older than them. The producer has started discussing details in earnest with Amber, and Kyungsoo can’t even see Luna now, so he focuses his attention on Krystal next to him. ‘Relax. They seem nice, and Krystal is Jongin’s friend, so maybe she’ll be easy to talk to.’

Krystal’s responds casually, “Yeah, we’ve been pretty swamped preparing for this album, but we wanted to make recording together a priority to get the harmonies perfect… You’re good friends with Jongin, right?”

Kyungsoo smiles warmly. “Yeah, I put up with his nonsense better than most, I suppose.”

Krystal snorts in amused understanding. “Okay, yeah, you clearly do know him. He’s great but sometimes he’s a bit too much like his puppies, all hyper and goofy and crap.”

“Totally. And his aegyo whining – it’s endearing sometimes but more often makes me want to hit him.” (‘You’re full of crap, even if that’s your general take on it with others, you loved when Jongin was needy towards you,’ says a voice in the back of his head, which he promptly ignores.)

“Ugh, tell me about it. Then again, I just hate aegyo in general. I keep hoping they’ll stop asking me to do it as I get older because I just can’t stand it. I’m more the ‘stare people down and make them think I’ve got a voodoo doll with their name on it’ type,” Krystal deadpans.

“Nice. I’ve been told I pull off a mean or bored ‘ off’ look a lot better than aegyo concepts as well, which I’m about 1000 times more comfortable with,” Kyungsoo says with a smirk. They lapse into comfortable silence, just sizing each other up and appreciating how much they’re on the same page. ‘She’s cool,’ he thinks. ‘I wonder if Jongin gets along with both of us because of our similarities.’

The producer asks Krystal to get into the booth to record her part, and Kyungsoo gives her an encouraging smile. He was right: it was nice to hang out with people outside his group for once.

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EXO GETS THEIR FIRST WIN WITH “WOLF!”

[+700, -14] They deserve it - they spent the year between releases working hard. Good job, EXO.

[+799, -152] I mean, at first, I couldn't stand the song, but now I can't help but howl along. What is this dark magic??

[+502, -30] The MVs were really good. The drama ver was corny but highly entertaining, keke.

 

“GROWL” ROCKS THE NATION: IS EXO OFFICIALLY THE REPRESENTATIVE KPOP BOY BAND?

[+976, -20] I don't care who you are and how you feel about Kpop: this song is dope.

[+435, -125] Yassss, EXO saranghae!

[+366, -64] Will be on repeat for basically forever.

 

2013 has officially been too good to be true. After all the years of training, all the hard work promoting like crazy the year before, things are finally paying off, and Jongin almost can’t believe his luck. His group is on top, and the feeling is unbelievable. His professional life is at an all time high, and the dancer doesn’t dare to dream it’ll last forever, but the future for the next few years as SM’s “it” group and money maker is looking blindly bright. As for his personal life, he really can’t complain. Winning helps the members gel even more; after all, it’s easier to get along when everyone’s in a good mood and they all share so many reasons to smile more, laugh more readily, and protect each other from the swarms of sometimes crazy fans or anti-fans. Jongin’s worried the mobs might swallow up and steal away one of the smaller members some day in an airport and no one will notice until it’s too late. For that reaso

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9.16 If anyone's wondering when I'll be updating, I'm not positive. 7.2k words already, but it's the FINAL chapter, so still trying to polish it up.

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FrancisMinerva
#1
Chapter 38: I would love to have the power you have to transform words into feelings and to be able to transmit in the same way what this fic made me feel. What beauty! what strength! What a way to make reality conjugate with fantasy and take Us to intense levels of emotion. You seem to take us by the hand and sneak us into that very intimate and personal place of Jongin and Soo's relationship from the beginning of their relationship to its maturity, and how the phases of the moon mark the degree of drama that is brewing in each cycle. Even though much of this writing is composed of one shots, you manage to give us the feeling of reading a complete story with the benefit of having alternative endings, one that condemns us to continue suffering, although suffering was never as sublime as it is to read your story and another that reduces the agony with an outcome that we all want to have for our kids, where they finally get to be together and happy and we are happier for them. You let us into that bubble they create for themselves in the way they love, care for and admire each other. This is definitely a must read fic for anyone who loves Kaisso.
For me, this is not a story, it's a wave that drags you in and takes you to the depths of anguish and when you think you're breathing it comes back and takes you deeper into the pain, because you make magic with your words and lead us through a clandestine love story because of the great truth that shows that being gay in a Kpop culture is completely unacceptable and they have to hide because they are not granted the right to be and love who they choose, in a slave industry that treats its employees as property. You confront us with the dichotomy that kids live between what they should be versus what they want to be, the constant torment of the I can't, I shouldn't...But I want to!!! Described so sublimely that we ride in that anguish, in that debate of personal feelings of each protagonist making the reader reach to feel it deeply and also allows us to appreciate the beauty that sentence by sentence is manifested, all perfectly combined to take you to that world of events and anguished decisions.
But then it is not a love story? Definitely it is! because within all that sorrow you find yourself in an oasis of love, where language only describes the beauty, intimacy and complicity that Jongin and Soo share, the love that sustains them and that they let us see in small spaces and you make so evident the love you feel for the boys because you pour it into words and with that you manage that those who read you soak in it. You transmit it so seductively, but this you only give it after making us live an immense sorrow.
This story changed the way I see the Kaisoo and I know that whoever reads it will feel the same way.
I have not been able to decipher why I love this couple so much, but your fic has raised the level of love I feel for them to another height, I have never read a Kaisoo fic that has affected me in this way, today my life is a before and after W&W, because after having lived this story I don't think I'll get over it, you have managed to make me not be able to separate the boys from your story, every performance I see of them, brings me back to you.
This fic has marked me forever and I don't know how you are able to write like that and still be so simple. You are definitely for me, the best writer I've ever met, you have made me fall in love with your story, with the magic you have to create sentences and turn them into triggers that bare your soul, and that make the most hidden feelings of those who read your work show through.
Since W&W I love Kaisoo more, I love the writer and I love what she awakened in me. Before I was someone else, today I have in my blood your story running through my veins and although it made me cry like nothing before had made me cry, I thank you infinitely that you wrote it and that by accident or fate I came across it, definitely the best gift I could have found without looking for it. I hope you are well and that this message finds you in the best way. Because I can't conceive what was going on in your life or what you have lived through to be able to write so masterfully.
I want to say goodbye with the sentence that is tattooed in my mind because of what it represents. At the end of the letter Soo telling Jongin: I would have loved to introduce you, properly, to my father.
Definitely...I die with that sentence, because of what it sums up in it.
Thank you for writing this fic!!!
sorry if there are mistakes, English is not my native language.
noviani_bali #2
Chapter 25: Oh God, this 2016 part is just so sad 😭
Jas_Sy #3
Chapter 38: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/1108987/38'>Sequel + Final A/N</a></span>
Oftentimes i forget that i am reading a fanfic. It seems that all the events happened in the past (except of course for the chapter "after 5 years") were true and fully documented, as if i am reading The Kaisoo's Biography written by Kaisoo themselves!



This is a masterpiece written for the Kaisoo shipper by a true Kaisoo shipper who breathes, think, act and feels like Jongin and Kyungsoo.
mayarahmed48 #4
I'm just wondering if I can translate your story, please?
dragonface3 #5
Chapter 26: Damn, I sobbed after reading Kyungsoo’s letter in Chapter 26, like uncontrollable tears running down my face. Wow, I really felt that.
dohjoey
#6
Chapter 38: It is 2019 and i have just read this treasure. Loved this!
coincidences
#7
Okay so I'm contemplating on reading this story one of these days, but..... but.
I want to know if kaisoo will be in an openly relationship, like will they confess and be together? And will the Kaistal thing last long? Will there be a long way of kaisoo after krystal is out of the view? Please say yes. Not to the duration of kaistal though.