Ch 15 – Waning in the Distance

Waxing & Waning: Two Moons
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Ch 15 – Waning in the Distance

A/N: Okay, Kaisoo shippers, hold on tight like D.O on Kai here…

LOVE ME RIGHT ERA

June ends up being a complete blur of “Love Me Right” promotions. They win and win and win, even up against tough competition from BigBang. As happy as Kyungsoo is throughout the promotion period, he knows as soon as it’s over, he’s going away to film Pure Love so he can’t help but be extra clingy to Jongin right now.

The day before his departure, they’re in Bangkok for one more Exo’luxion concert. With Jaehyuk’s permission, Kyungsoo gets up early and takes a translator with him to the local market to buy fresh ingredients. He comes back to the condo they’re staying in and begins to prep a meal. While he’s melting the palm sugar on the stove, Baekhyun comes in, smelling the delicious aroma in the air. “Ooo, what are we having, Kyungsoo?” he chirps eagerly.

“WE are not having anything. This is for—for me. The market didn’t have a lot of papaya on hand, so I can only make one big serving.” Baekhyun whines and sneaks a handful of the peanuts Kyungsoo had crushed and put to the side. He runs out of the kitchen with the chef snapping a towel at him. “Baek, you little-- You’re such a vulture!”

Kyungsoo finishes making the dish in peace and goes to get Jongin, who’s just emerged from the shower and is back in their big shared bedroom with Chanyeol and Sehun. He gulps, salivating at the sight of the lean dancer in nothing but a towel hanging low on his hips and water droplets still scattered across his chiseled chest. He forces his eyes to stop staring at the hint of the boy’s happy trail; the other roommates are right there, for crying out loud, and are going to notice him gawking if he doesn’t quit it. Kyungsoo trains his eyes on Jongin’s face instead, trying not to look as flustered as he is. “Hey – come meet me on the balcony. When you’re dressed.” The dancer’s amused grin right after the last line makes him mentally slap himself as he scurries out of the room. ‘Good job clarifying that, moron. Like Jongin would have otherwise come outside . And now he knows you were thinking about him being undressed.’

The singer waits on the private balcony with the food he prepared on the small table that’s out there with two chairs. Jongin joins him a few minutes later. “Oh what’s this?”

“Um, surprise. I wanted to make you a real meal for today. It’s a traditional Thai dish. I don’t know if it’ll be any good since I haven’t made it in a really long time.”

The younger boy seems touched as he digs in. “Thanks, Soo. It’s delicious. Wait, where’d you get all these ingredients?” he asks, poking around at all the fresh vegetables.

“I, uh, I got up early and went to the market.”

Jongin pauses and grabs Kyungsoo’s hand, giving it an appreciative squeeze. “You did all that, just for me?”

“You know I’ll have to go straight to Goheung after tonight, and I won’t be able to cook for you for a while, so I just thought… I just wanted you to know I care and I’m going to miss you, so I made you some som tam.” He’s tripping over his words, not getting them out quite properly, but he hopes Jongin understands the underlying message.

“You made me som tam. Because you... care and you’re going to miss me.” The boy repeats meaningfully.

“Yeah.”

After a quick peek to make sure no one can see them from the balcony door, Jongin leans in and gives him a chaste, tender kiss on the lips. “I’m going to miss you, too.”

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Later that night, during their ending ment, D.O thanks the fans for coming and likely skipping dinner to be there. “I’ll pick what should be on your menu.” He swallows and wonders if he should say what first came to his mind or not… oh why not. Hopefully Jongin will be amused rather than put out. “Today: som tam!”

Kai immediately gets the inside-joke implication and comes over to poke him. Kyungsoo can’t help the huge, genuine smile that breaks out across his face as Jongin’s open laugh is confirming that he got his cheesy hidden meaning to the fans. ‘Som tam, because you care and you’re going to miss them.’

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Two weeks. It’s been two whole weeks, and absolutely no contact fr

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9.16 If anyone's wondering when I'll be updating, I'm not positive. 7.2k words already, but it's the FINAL chapter, so still trying to polish it up.

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FrancisMinerva
#1
Chapter 38: I would love to have the power you have to transform words into feelings and to be able to transmit in the same way what this fic made me feel. What beauty! what strength! What a way to make reality conjugate with fantasy and take Us to intense levels of emotion. You seem to take us by the hand and sneak us into that very intimate and personal place of Jongin and Soo's relationship from the beginning of their relationship to its maturity, and how the phases of the moon mark the degree of drama that is brewing in each cycle. Even though much of this writing is composed of one shots, you manage to give us the feeling of reading a complete story with the benefit of having alternative endings, one that condemns us to continue suffering, although suffering was never as sublime as it is to read your story and another that reduces the agony with an outcome that we all want to have for our kids, where they finally get to be together and happy and we are happier for them. You let us into that bubble they create for themselves in the way they love, care for and admire each other. This is definitely a must read fic for anyone who loves Kaisso.
For me, this is not a story, it's a wave that drags you in and takes you to the depths of anguish and when you think you're breathing it comes back and takes you deeper into the pain, because you make magic with your words and lead us through a clandestine love story because of the great truth that shows that being gay in a Kpop culture is completely unacceptable and they have to hide because they are not granted the right to be and love who they choose, in a slave industry that treats its employees as property. You confront us with the dichotomy that kids live between what they should be versus what they want to be, the constant torment of the I can't, I shouldn't...But I want to!!! Described so sublimely that we ride in that anguish, in that debate of personal feelings of each protagonist making the reader reach to feel it deeply and also allows us to appreciate the beauty that sentence by sentence is manifested, all perfectly combined to take you to that world of events and anguished decisions.
But then it is not a love story? Definitely it is! because within all that sorrow you find yourself in an oasis of love, where language only describes the beauty, intimacy and complicity that Jongin and Soo share, the love that sustains them and that they let us see in small spaces and you make so evident the love you feel for the boys because you pour it into words and with that you manage that those who read you soak in it. You transmit it so seductively, but this you only give it after making us live an immense sorrow.
This story changed the way I see the Kaisoo and I know that whoever reads it will feel the same way.
I have not been able to decipher why I love this couple so much, but your fic has raised the level of love I feel for them to another height, I have never read a Kaisoo fic that has affected me in this way, today my life is a before and after W&W, because after having lived this story I don't think I'll get over it, you have managed to make me not be able to separate the boys from your story, every performance I see of them, brings me back to you.
This fic has marked me forever and I don't know how you are able to write like that and still be so simple. You are definitely for me, the best writer I've ever met, you have made me fall in love with your story, with the magic you have to create sentences and turn them into triggers that bare your soul, and that make the most hidden feelings of those who read your work show through.
Since W&W I love Kaisoo more, I love the writer and I love what she awakened in me. Before I was someone else, today I have in my blood your story running through my veins and although it made me cry like nothing before had made me cry, I thank you infinitely that you wrote it and that by accident or fate I came across it, definitely the best gift I could have found without looking for it. I hope you are well and that this message finds you in the best way. Because I can't conceive what was going on in your life or what you have lived through to be able to write so masterfully.
I want to say goodbye with the sentence that is tattooed in my mind because of what it represents. At the end of the letter Soo telling Jongin: I would have loved to introduce you, properly, to my father.
Definitely...I die with that sentence, because of what it sums up in it.
Thank you for writing this fic!!!
sorry if there are mistakes, English is not my native language.
noviani_bali #2
Chapter 25: Oh God, this 2016 part is just so sad 😭
Jas_Sy #3
Chapter 38: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/1108987/38'>Sequel + Final A/N</a></span>
Oftentimes i forget that i am reading a fanfic. It seems that all the events happened in the past (except of course for the chapter "after 5 years") were true and fully documented, as if i am reading The Kaisoo's Biography written by Kaisoo themselves!



This is a masterpiece written for the Kaisoo shipper by a true Kaisoo shipper who breathes, think, act and feels like Jongin and Kyungsoo.
mayarahmed48 #4
I'm just wondering if I can translate your story, please?
dragonface3 #5
Chapter 26: Damn, I sobbed after reading Kyungsoo’s letter in Chapter 26, like uncontrollable tears running down my face. Wow, I really felt that.
dohjoey
#6
Chapter 38: It is 2019 and i have just read this treasure. Loved this!
coincidences
#7
Okay so I'm contemplating on reading this story one of these days, but..... but.
I want to know if kaisoo will be in an openly relationship, like will they confess and be together? And will the Kaistal thing last long? Will there be a long way of kaisoo after krystal is out of the view? Please say yes. Not to the duration of kaistal though.