genre: angst

type: song-based poetry, pov

song: stay - daryl ong (originally sung by: carol banawa)

word count: 811

summary: luhan promised him forever, but somehow, forever ended so soon.

Just when you thought love is the sweetest, love is forever

Before you know it, forever is now over.

I have always been afraid of falling in love,

because by falling in love, you're preparing yourself to be hurt.

But there's something in him that made me take the risk.

His name was Luhan.

And just by hearing his name gives me so many feelings-- makes me feel giddy, loved, happy, sad, hurt.

He was my everything, my whole life, my all.

He was my source of strength, and as well as my weakness.

He gave me feelings I could never put into pieces but I never complained, anyway.

He was my sweet dream yet my beautiful nightmare, as well.

He loved me and I loved him back.

He promised me forever.

But I never knew forever ends so soon.

"Sehun-ah, I don't love you anymore.", he told me these words I never thought would have left his mouth.

And my heart shattered.

Because I remembered him telling me exactly the opposite.

"Sehun-ah, I will always love you."

"Hyung, what happened? Have I not loved you enough?", my voice was shaking.

Tears were falling, like how the raindrops started pouring on us.

He looked down, avoiding my stare

The stare that used to bring that pink tint on his flawless cheeks.

"I'm sorry. I have to go."

"I will never leave you. No matter what happens, love conquers."

And I felt how fast everything changes.

How fast he breaks every single promise he made.

How his every word broke my heart into pieces.

Tiny pieces where fixing was no longer possible.

He turned around, his back was facing me.

He is leaving me, when he said he wouldn't.

He'll never.

He's taking steps away from me,

When he said all he wanted to do was to take steps towards me, who's wait