Time flies smoothly. I still can’t confess my feeling to Jiyong hyung, I’m still waiting for the right moment. I mean, confess love to someone you’ve know almost 10 years scares you. What if he reject you then you can be like before anymore? What if he disgust? So I just stay by his side waiting for the right moment to come.

“Hyuuung... I want to go back too. I finish record my part two hours ago” I said to Jiyong hyung who sit facing the recording booth directing Daesung hyung.

“Just wait Seungri-ah... you want to let me here working alone?” he said still not looking back at me.

“But I’m sleepy hyung... besides you’re not alone hyung. Daesung hyung in the booth recording” I lying on the couch behind Jiyong hyung.

“Seungri-Aah...??? Wait, okay?” he said faking mad and looking at me now.

“Araso Hyuuung... but you have to treat me big time”

“Ahahaha always maknae... always...”

After Daesung hyung finish, finally we can go back. Daesung hyung go back alone with company van. Manager Hyung with him. Jiyong hyung and I have another appointment. It’s common. The others never complaint, because they understand us. They know my feeling.

“Hyung, you said you gonna treat me big time??!! Why are we here hyung?”

Now we’re driving on a drive true fast food. Jiyong hyung ordering some food for us both

“Yes, 2 chicken, spicy crispy, 2 French fries, 2 big mac and 2 Cola. Big size... yes okay, thank you... This is big maknae. I’m not even sure your stomach can fit for all that food”

“Aah hyuung, I mean expensive restaurant hyung. Not big size food”

“Ahahaha... let’s go, I have some place to show you”

“Hhh... I’ll just gonna take your black card and go eat with my friends later” I said grinning

“Didn’t you always maknae?”

Yes. I’ve been using Jiyong hyung black card several times to go eat with staff, friends, even go shopping. He not even know I used it until I give it back.

“Here, we’re here maknae. Let’s go out and eat outside”

We arrived on some hills, where we can see city light beautifully from up here. Jiyong hyung park his car and let the light on. We sit on the grass in front of the car using car light to see each other. And the view before us is so beautiful an amazing.

“Hyung... it’s so beautiful. How can you find place like this hyung” I said in an awe, breathing the fresh air around me.

“Well, I just found it” jiyong hyung smirk proudly knowing he choose a great place. We start digging our food looking at the beautiful food.

“You know maknae, later when I want to get married I’ll use this place to propose. I’ll just do the same thing like now. It will be a great surprise, right maknae?”

“Ah... yeah hyung. It will be great” I answer taken back by what jiyong hyung said.

“But that’s still a long time hyung. You’re still too young to get married hyung. Not good. For you and VIP Ahahaha”

“I want to get married early maknae, so when my son grow I can still be a like a good friend with him’

“Ahahaha... No no no. You have to wait me hyung... I need to get married first before you” I lough awkwardly. No hyung, you have to hear my confession first. We have to get married together.

“What? Ahahaha, then I won’t get married until I’m an old man Seungri-ah. Since you can never decide which girl you love the between your hundred dates”

“Ahahaha...”

After that night we never discuss about that again. It seems like Jiyong hyung just prepare that place for later, not anytime soon. I feel so relieve. We’re back to our regular activity. We’re promoting our MADE series album now. We’re promoting M series right now. It’s been 3 weeks our song become all kill on all music chart. Loser is a sad song with a great melody. It easily catch on people ears.

We also start our MADE world tour concert. First stage is Seoul of course. Today is day 2 of the concert. It’s all good. Our preparation is good. Everyone in a good condition. But Jiyong hyung a little bit late.

“TOP hyung.