First of all, my deepest condolences for Korea's biggest loss of a wonderful, kind and amazing man, Kim Jonghyun. Rest in peace and I hope he's happy wherever he is now. 

I hope what happened today open our eyes about what some of the idols suffers through. They're not perfect, they are humans too. Please please please, don't be selfish and think that the idols are perfect. That particular statement is what makes the idols strive to please everyone and forgetting about themselves. 

No doubt, words hurt. But because of their position, they have to swallow up everything even though it makes them feels like ing .

This thing, this mentality of possessive fans scares me. 

About idols not being able to freely enjoy their time or just enjoy a walk in the park. As all of you might know, life as an idol is stressful and it might lead to depression and results with death. 

I'm not just saying this because of Shinee's latest loss but also for all the current idol. As fans, please I'm begging you, let the idols be happy with their life and let them live normally like us. They too want to taste freedom. But we, fans, confines them with a handcuffs called responsibility of pleasing us when we don't even try to understand them. 

Kyungsoo said that he once thought to quit this idol life because it's too unbearable but he still hang on. I, for the love of God, don't want to think about the what ifs if he had the same thought about quitting. I'm fine if he wants to quit his idol life but I'm definitely not ing fine if he quits and never comes back. Like ever. 

So please, remember just this one thing.

Idols are human and depression is the world's most quietest murder.

I'm sorry if my post did offence anyone but I'm just stating my thoughts. For any SHAWOLS out there, my deepest condolences for you. Please, be strong for him.