April, 12, 2015 (7 days before death).

Luhan is having a harder time staying away from Sehun. When he eats, it becomes a reason to be close to Sehun. When he sleeps, it's because he wants to be well rested to see Sehun the next day. He feels the same overwhelming feeling taking over him like fear used to.

Baekhyun talks more and more about Chanyeol. He says they're going away as soon as he's 18, and Luhan is becoming more attuned to the thought of getting away.

His sessions with Minseok last longer each day. Minseok sees that he is happier, but he's afraid Luhan is replacing his narcissistic obsession with Sehun.

“So, Luhan, do you want to talk about what you remember?”

“From the dream?”

“Yes.” Minseok adjusts his glasses, but doesn't look at Luhan.

“I remember you.” At this Minseok raises his head.

“Oh? And, what do you remember?”

“You always smiled, even when it wasn't appropriate. I thought you wanted to be my friend, but you didn't.”

“Oh? What did I want?”

“I originally thought you only wanted to kill me, but really you wanted to tie loose ends. I was a casualty in a war I hadn't started. You were really smart, and you liked logic...and Chen.” Minseok chokes on his coffee at Luhan's words, but he quickly regains his composure.

“What happened between your friend and I was-”

“You don't have to explain. I'm not going to tell. I mean, he's already 18 so he can make his own choices.”

They both sit in silence for a while. It's apparent to Luhan that Minseok is a bit embarrassed by his escapade with Chen, but not ashamed of it.

“I'm thinking about resigning.” It's the first thing Minseok says in a while.

“Why?”

“I fear my professionalism may be at risk if I stay here any longer.”

“Because of Chen?”

“There are lots of variables that have gone into this decision.”

“Chanyeol is leaving with Baekhyun soon.”

“Dr. Park? I always thought he had a thing for that poor narcissistic arsonist. Good riddance to the both of them.” Luhan cringes at Minseok's way of mentioning Baekhyun, but he tries to be civil.

“In my dream, Chen kills you. He shoots you and gives up your entire operation immediately. Baekhyun