In 2021. From Author

What I Came To Be
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Hello, wow.. It's been what, five and a half years? Since I have finished this. Um... Well, it's actually been nearly six years actually, since this was released. I don't really know where else to put this because it's just been so long and I thought to log in for once and revisit just for a little bit on the longest story that I have on here—wow, this is literally so cringy, please!

I just want to talk, or like, to leave a message to those of you who are there, the people who I used to know on this platform whether they are here or not, and wanting to reconnect. And also just for anyone else who cares, really, about my whereabouts or what happened. I'm not going to put it all here because it'd be way too long and I'm sure you guys aren't here for a life story or anything. T/W though. I mention my mental health and all that.

I take it that back then, the readers who read this at the time did enjoy it, and I am glad. Going back to things and seeing how they are now, it really is so .. grimacing looking back. Although they were happy, fun times. I have grown, a lot, as an individual. Writing here, like that, all that stuff that's on here that's on record and all that? It was somewhat therapeutic. I was going through a tough time—a ty, tough time—of high school life and other things combined (reality, in general). I didn't really have anyone in person I could talk to and writing like this was pure distraction, a fantasy I could just indulge in where I create my own characters, write about a bunch of different things and incorporate whatever I thought about a lot into here. Tl;dr, I was so depressed. Always been, alwa

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scarlet511 #1
Chapter 24: Hey, I've read some of your works here and I like it! I just read some ff for a year and i'm happy you're back at writing, even it's about something in your mind.
Everybody has their own way to solve what they had inside their head.
I hope you can made peace with whatever it is and be happy and healthy!
We might not know each other, but really i wishing you well.

It's always nice to visit the old memories, right? You can rant all you want here and some of us will response to you hehe.
Idk what the hell did i just wrote but i hope you can understand my good intensions.
seulreneislife #2
Chapter 24: Wow can't believe so many years have passed since i read this! i was around 15 that time lol. time flies... but i do hope your mental health is getting better and about wanting to post other ships using this account, just do it if its what ypu want, maybe you could just say to those who are waiting for ur unfinished work that you'd be writing other stuff for now, and also ur not obligated to finish ur unfinished work. Just don't stress urself furthermore with what should've been ur hobby and probably stress reliever.
KkapJpwn #3
Chapter 24: You're definitely not alone in what you went through. I've come to know of someone on this very website who struggles with depression as well. Whether you finish the stories is up to you, but I think a lot of your readers will be appreciative if you do. Either way, thank you for writing and giving somebody a moment to escape, an adventure for them to explore, or a place for them to just be, through your stories.
linsue #4
Chapter 24: Sorry you’re battling depression. I wish it’s something that someone can say, or do to make it better. Whatever happens just know that your health is more important and there are resources out there that can help you if you’re ever in a dark place again. Take care and hope you continue to do well.
Taitai84 1193 streak #5
Chapter 24: I have read some of your stories, am glad that you are now in a happier place.

And comfortable enough to come by a old hangout.

It’s true that some readers may start pushing for updates of their fav fics and question why only the new ones are being worked on.

So it may be a good idea to just keep them separate for now, n swing by here now n then to say hi. It’s actually ok to be still around here and not be obligated to work on the old fics~
trshcn6 #6
Chapter 24: Thank you and I wish for your happiness and well-being. Much love!
stigmata
#7
Chapter 3: ohhhh she turned into a vampire Idk what to feel
stigmata
#8
Chapter 2: Chapter two and I'm already loving this :)
Taerenebiased
#9
I seriously need a sequel Author-nim hahahahah It was great but I really wanted to know if Irene was still alive and well ...