Chapter 12
For The Better Or Worse?[CONTENTID1] Chapter 12[/CONTENTID1]
[CONTENTID2] Author's pov:
Sehun looked up from his cell phone and glanced at Kai. He couldn't believe it. He was back. But the one answer that was swirling around Sehun's head was, How? How did he get out? He didn't understand. He didn't understand any of it. How could this happen, especially at times like this when he is more fragile than ever.
Taking a shaky deep breath he look once again to Kai, finding him holding on the bed for support, trying not to fall. He watch his friend freeze and look at the ground with sadness yet fear. He knew he was going to react just like him, possibly even worse which in this case does look like it. He bit his lip and went closer to him but stopped. He didn't know if he should leave him alone or talk to him. It was complicated. He hasn't done this in a long time. He hasn't seen Kai like this in a long time and it was frightening his more. It was the unknown feeling of what was going to happen to them. He felt sadness well up in him as well as anger but he didn't let it show. He didn't want to make his friend even more scared by panicking in front of him. He knew that already knowing the news was too much so he stopped the words that wanted so badly to escape his lips.
"K-Kai what should we do?" he desperately asked his best friend who now was lying down in his bed rolled up in a ball of blankets. Kai felt like doing it because he had that kind of feeling when he just wanted to die before seeing Sehun's brother again. Sehun was also onboard thinking the same thing. He just wanted to be under his blankets, pretending that everything was okay but in reality it wasn't. He needed to man up and deal with the problem that they have now. Kai arose from under the soft and fluffy blankets that were covering half of his body and looked up at Sehun with an unknown expression. Sehun couldn't figure it out and seeing that his friend didn't answer he turned around and walk to the window that he had in his bedroom, gazing at nothing.
He whipped out his phone from his pocket and swipe the lock screen. He was welcome with a lock that he had to put a password in. Instantly his fingers laced over the numbers, finally putting in the password without even looking it at the end. He knew it by heart and has had that lock sense he could remember, another reason why he reminds himself of how much he loved the person that was engraved into his heart so badly.
Right away he went to the only place he could remember, his contacts, and soon clicked the familiar number. Bringing his IPhone 6 quickly up to his ear he waited until someone picked up. It was too late if he wanted to back out now because he knew he couldn't. Once he pressed that number there was no way back. his breath seem to get stuck by the second that passes. His hands became sweaty all of the sudden making him look even worse than he already looked.
After the third ring he heard it stop and he froze. There was some movements on the other side of the phone confirming that indeed he did pick up the phone. His thought had a lump in his thought. Fighting it to get the words that he wanted out of his mouth he finally succeeded. "Baekhyun," he look a quick glance at his friend, seeing if he was looking at his or hearing his but luckily he wasn't. Looking back at the window he continued what he wanted to say from the start, " I need your help" he softly spoke still not wanting for his friend to hear. When no one answered it worried him and made him as anxious of what the boy on the other line of the phone would say. When he head still nothing he wondered if he was still on the phone, it's just it was silent, too silent for his liking.
"Se-Se-Sehun," he heard a faint voice in the background, that sounded very close. He look at Kai in the back seeing that he was the one calling him and not just his imagination. Kai was barely standing up, clenching his fists while sweat dripped down his forehead like he had a high fever. "Kai?" he ask worriedly to his best friend. Kai instead of answering walked forward to Sehun's direction but as soon as he took his first step he could barely stand up properly. All he accomplished was for him to fall down on the floor looking dead.
Time froze for Sehun seeming like everything was going in slow motion. He looked at his friend with horror eyes that he didn't realized that the dropped his phone when he saw his best friend collapsed on the floor. He didn't care about his phone, it was the last thing that mattered right now. When he finally came to his senses he ran right away to Kai and knelt down to his level. Kai look weak and vulnerable, Sehun indeed knew that his best friend fainted. His forgotten phone lade a few feet away with Baekhyun on the other end of the line.
Xiumin pov:
It's been a long day since yesterday... ah... Luhan didn't call me after I left his house. He didn't even send me a text message... What should I do? Call him? Text him? I can't.. I would look too desperate. My face scrunch up in annoyance. I check my cell phone again seeing if there was any messages from anyone but they weren't. I was at least expecting a good morning but since me and Luhan aren't anything yet I shouldn't be expecting anything from him. I'm such an idiot! All I want to do right now is hit my head against the wall. Weird right? I know but it is five in the morning so my mind isn't working as it should be. I am tire. I have been up for an hour but yet my body doesn't want to go to sleep, well until now. You're wondering what I have been thinking these past few days right? I have been thinking of how things would turn out but my mind just seems to go to the negative. Chen.. Would want to get away from me.. Luhan would say later that he was playing with me and that I am stupid to actually believe he will be interested in me. Sehun would be there to support me while Kai and Kyungsoo would be together.
Yeah first Kai would want to kill me for going out with Kyungsoo but it's not my fault he isn't man enough to ask him out. Seeing that he has already asked out a lot of girls and boys he shouldn't be as scared plus there was rumors that Kyungsoo liked him so why wouldn't he just go for it? Ash! this kid -.- I don't get it. Is he afraid that he is going to get dumped? If that's the case he is so wrong. Instead Kyungsoo thinks he would get dumped. They are such idiots. To tell you the truth I do like Kai but he could be a coward a lot of the time and scared. I know I shouldn't be saying this because I am also these things but I do work through it as fast as I can (which still takes a long time) and get through it. I just sometimes believe that it's because he is afraid that people are going to judge him and call him a '' (A/N: I'm sorry! I don't like that word. I just had to use it) and lose all his popularity. I think that him being seen with D.O would also make him doubt his mind and think that it's not worth it. I just want to look out for D.O. Being with someone popular when you are not as bad. That means that they could start bullying him and doing so many bad things because he is with Kai. I don't want that to happen to him.
"Beep-beep"
Huh? Who could it be and in this hour? It's too early for anyone to be up.. Grabbing my phone I open up my message box and was surprised by what I was reading. My heart started pounding so hard I felt like it was going to explode. The text message read, "If you don't go
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