September 19

I stared at the people in front of me intently. Currently, I was seated on the floor leaned up against the wall at the birthday party we'd arranged for Hina's 19th birthday. I took a bite out of my cupcake as I watched the way the birthday girl interracted with her BTS partner, Kim Teahyung. The boy was currently tugging on Hina's long, straight carnelian red hair. She swatted at his hands before giving up and getting another cupcake off the table. Taehyung switched from tuggin to twirling her hair between his fingers as he leaned in closer to talk to her.

I swiped my tounge around my lips, cleaning the left over chocolate icing and cake crumbs from them, and shifted my attention to a different group of people.   Mishri and Sable stood accompanied by Jimin and Jungkook. All of them were busy eating the party snacks between conversation. I watched as the maknaes would inevitably end up making eye contact before exchanging shy smiles and looking away with pink tints to their face. Amazingly, this series of events continued to happen as the two couldn't seem but to help looking at each other. Jimin and Mishri didn't seem too notice though, as they were excitedly discussing a new dance that had been rising in popularity on the internet lately.

I stuffed the last bit of my cupcake in my mouth and chewed dejectedly. Ever since Rap Monster's small party, I'd been observing the members interacting with each other. Now that I was actively paying attention, I saw all the flirting. The sweet smiles. The playful punches. The cheesy jokes. The skinship. At this point all the members were guilty of flirting in some way, although Fey and Gigi were by far the most straight forward with it. That wasn't a problem, I'd noted, as Rapmon and JHope flirted back with just as much enthusiasm.

Sighing, I leaned my head back against the wall. How could I have been so oblivious to this? These important developements in my closest friends' lives had almost gone by unnoticed by me, and I felt awful.

"What's up, party pooper?" A warm voice questioned as a puff of air blew over from the person plopping down next to me so quickly. I glanced out the corner of my eye at Yoongi, who munched on a cookie waiting for my response. I grunted and returned to staring at the ceiling. "Yah! I'm talking to you."

Yoongi nudged my arm, angry at being ignored. I sighed and looked at him fully. He looked stunning, dressed in white skinny jeans and a white T-shirt. This was part of the reason I ignored him. I loved when he wore white. With another sigh, i picked up a cookie from his plate and began eating to avoid his question. Suddenly my vision was cut off.

"It's rude to ignore people, you know?" Yoongi muttered, faking annoyance. I could pratically see the smirk on his face. "Nice hat, by the way."

"Oh, you're one to talk. And are you going to say that everytime I wear this hat?" I hissed back pulling the beanie out of my eyes. There was no special reason I'd been wearing his beanie so much lately, it just kept me warm. That's it. I swear.

"It speaks." He deadpanned. I rolled my eyes and took another bite of my cookie distractedly. Fey and Rapmon had caught my attention again. They stood away from the other members and various staff members in the large room joking quietly to themseleves. Watching them, I couldn't help but think what a stunning couple they'd be. They were both tall, but her 170 cm frame was still shorter than is 181 cm one, They were each others' exact ideal type.

"They're quite a sight, huh?" Yoongi mused next to me, following my gaze to the two. I sighed.

"Are they dating?" I asked. He glanced at me, before turning his attenion back to the two.

"I'm not sure, but if not something needs to be done about that." He replied with a frown of concentration.

"Do I smell a partnership brewing?" I smirked, turning my gaze to the blond boy next to me. 

"I think you do indeed." He returned the smirk and held up a fist. I bumped it with my own. This was going to be interesting.

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October 3

From: Yoongi

Are you guys almost here?

I stifled a sigh and rolled my eyes at the third text in a row I'd recieved from Suga. For the past fifteen minutes he'd been blowing my phone up with simular texts. After the third "Are you here yet?" I'd finally stopped replying. I tucked my phone into my pocket and burried my face farther into my tan button up coat's collar. It was kind of chilly this evening. I glanced at Fey and had to bite my tongue so as not to laugh. She had a long black trench coat on, the collar pulled up to cover her neck, along with a white hat with a large poof ball at the end to match her white skinny jeans. But what made me want to laugh was the bulky knit striped scarf she had wrapped around her face so that only her eyes were visable.

In comparison to her dead-of-winter clothing, I was dressed rather simply. A faded pair of blue jeans with tan boots to match my coat was my outfit of the day, along with a pair of cream gloves balled up in my pocket that Fey had insisted on me bringing. I shook my head as we walked around the corner to the bus stop. This one had a roof over the bench along with walls on three sides to protect fromthe wind. I stopped as soon as I turned the corner, however, as I came face to face with Yoongi.

I blinked in suprise but after I took in his outfit, I couldn't help but laugh in his face. I stepped back, clutching my stomach from the laughter. Fey shot me a weird look but huddled into the safety from the wind that was provided on the bench as she took a seat next to Namjoon who was dressed in a simular fashion to her, also sporting a trench coat. I glanced up through my watering eyes at the confused boy standing in front of me before clutching my stomach in another round of laughing.

"Yah, what's so funny?" Yoongi said angrily. However it came out sounding more like "wafs so fummy" due to the large, thick black scarf that had been wrapped tightly several times around his mouth and nose. My chest heaved for air as i wiped away the tears that had formed in my eyes from laughing so hard. I straightened myself out as I gained control of my breathing again, my laughter dying out.

"You guys and your ridiculous clothing especially these scarves." I shook my head, smirking as I tried to hold in the laughter I felt bubbling up at the thought of their ridiculous get-ups. Yoongi stared at me before groaning and slapping a hand to his forhead.

"You're a bigger idiot than I thought." He groaned, glaring at me as he tugged the scarf away from his mouth to speak clearer.

"Yah!" I fumed, balling my hands up. "You're the idiot, idiot!"

"You guys are so cute." Fey cut in as she held Namjoon's arm.

"What??" Yoongi and I chorused as we stared at her dumbfounded by the statement.

"Although, I'm a little upset you didn't tell me you were dating." Fey frowned at us.

"Uuuh, I didn't tell you because we aren't dating." I explained, glancing over to Yoongi and then back to her.

"But...you guys even have...couple clothes." Fey drawled. I looked over at Yoongi who, to my despair, was wearing a tan colored coat with a pair of blue jeans that had a rip in the knee on one side, along with a pair of tan Timberland boots. I looked up and met Yoongi's gaze as a slow blush crept over the both of our faces. I turned to Fey to explain that it was just a coincidence, but when I met her gaze the words froze in my mouth. There was a devilish glint in her eyes, and I realized mine and Yoongi's plan had backfired.

Just then, the bus arrived. Fey quickly tugged Namjoon onto the bus and Suga politely motioned for me to go first. As I borded the bus, I had to repress a groan however. There were only two seats left on the bus, and I spotted Fey grinning evily fromm a few rows away as I took the window seat. Yoongi sat down gently beside me, and I scooted closer to the window to avoid any accidental arm bumping. And with that, we were on our way to the fireworks festival- where the real plan to get Fey and Namjoon together began.

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"We have to figure out a way to ditch them." Yoongi muttered quietly as we watched Namjoon and Hyosonn debated on what kind of food the wanted to get. I nodded looking fully at Yoongi as we began to devise a plan to ditch Namjoon and Hyosonn so they'd be forced to spend time alone. Once we devised our plan, we fist bumped and turned back to the line of street vendors to put it in action. However there was one major thing missing.

"WHERE'D THEY GO?" Suga shouted, staring at the now empty spot the two had occupied only a few minutes earlier. I stood next to him, my mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water. Suga began looking around, standing on his tippy toes trying to see better. My attention was brought to a buzzing in my pocket, alerting me to a new text.

From: Fey

Sorry to ditch you guys so abruptley (not really), but I'm sure you'll have a great time without us. Don't have too much fun, though!

Be safe <3

I scowled at my phone before roughly stuffing it back into my pocket. I grabbed Yoongi's sleeve and pulled him to a different section of the crowd since he was starting to draw attention to himself and would soon start to be recognized by fans. I let go of him as we reached the edge of the crowd, farther away from the food stands. Turning to him, I crossed my arms and frowned at him.

"What's your problem, sour puss." He huffed, resettling his coat on his shoulders since I had tugged it into an uncomfortable position on the way here.

"Your little plan backfired." I hissed angrily at him,

"What?" He replied, staring at me in shock now.

"They came here to get us alone. And it worked!" I huffed, flailing my arms in aggitation. Suga stared at me a moment longer, before a laugh slowly began bubbling out him. I stared at him as his laugh slowly grew in strenght, until he was bent over holding his stomach. Then, anger hit me. "Hey! WHY are you LAUGHING?"

"You know, Soonyi-yah, we didn't technically fail at our plan." He huffed, and I couldn't help but be breathless at his eye smile. When all I could manage to do was stare at him, speechless, he looked up and explained as he gained control of his laughter. "We wanted them alone. Sure, we may not have ditched them, but the end result is still the same."

I sighed as I glanced around the crowded area. People bundled up in warm coats shuffled past, and I unconsciously shivered from the crisp autumn air. The temperature had decreased quickly as the sun began to set, and being near the water wasn't making it any warmer. Returning my gaze to Yoongi I prepared myself to admit that he was right and deal with the teasing that I was sure would be a consequnce of doing so. However, I was taken aback by the angry expression on his face, directed at me, and only managed to mutter "What's your problem?"

"You're my problem, you pabo." He scowled as he grabbed my wrist and pulled me along behind him into the crowd. I stumbled along, staring at the back of his head as he weaved a way for us through the crowded area. We stopped beside a booth that had various articles of winter clothing hung up for sale, along with sweet red bean bbang. Choosing to ignore the odd combination of items, I stood where Suga had let go of my wrist as I wached him browse the items. He quickly picked a hat, although he angled his body so I couldn't see, and ordered two red bean breads. Keeping the hat hidden, he walked back to me and had me hold the bread, then quickly slipped the hat on my head. I grasped at the red-orange cloth that fell down to my hands as he took the bread back so I could inspect my new article of clothing.

"A vixen for a vixen." He smiled as I glanced up at him questioningly. Pulling out my phone and going to my camera to see myself, I couldn't help but smile at the play on my group's name as I stared at the adorable fox hat he had gotten me.

"It's adorable!" I breathed as I the ears, turning my head side to side to see the whole hat.

"I'm glad you like it." He replied, standing slightly behind me to see the image on my phone. "Hey, lets take a picture."

"Wae?" I looked over at him, suprised, but he had already taken my phone and angled it to capture both of us. I hesitated, but mimicked his peace sign pose and duck lips and he took the picture. He quickly sent it to himself before handing my phone back to me with a bright grin. I smiled back and took the red bean bun he offered me. We ate as we wove our way to a good spot to watch the fireworks, him pulling my wrist again.

As we settled down to watch the show, I glanced over at Yoongi. He was sitting close, and I was grateful. It made me feel safer, especially suronded by all the strangers - many of whom were speaking in foreign languages. As the light show began, I couldn't help but let out a yell of excitement with many others in the crowd as I recognized the chosen song.

(All all) All day (you) I only think of you (only) only (only) only
(All all) All day (you) I only think of you (only) only (only) only

I can’t do anything because of you all day
I think my heart has been taken away by you
It’s as if you’re right next to me
My head is drunk with thoughts of last night
I can’t sober up, it’s all because of you, I’m going crazy, I want you
I want to have you, I want to touch you
I’m falling for you, deeper and deeper

I stared in aw as the fireworks blossomed across the sky, singing along to the music. Jumping up and down I turned to Yoongi to express my excitement. My smile faltered as I met his heavy gaze, however, and I ceased jumping. The look quickly disappeared though, replaced by a bright eye smile, and he grabbed my wrist urging me to jump with him. Deciding to brush off the wear look, I resumed jumping and singing as we watched the firework show continue.

Suga's POV

I couldn't help but think how ironic it was that they had chosen that song for the show. I recalled Soonyi jumping to the beat, singing the lyics beautifuly. She had no idea just how true they were for me.

"All day, I only think of you," she sung along. All day, indeed.

"I think my heart has been taken away by you." I'm certain it has been.

"I'm falling for you, deeper and deeper." I'm already in so deep, but I keep falling.

I remembered her turning to me, meeting my gaze which had yet to leave her since the show started. Upon seeing my serious face, uncertainty flashed in her eyes and she stopped jumping. Realizing I was ruining the fun atmosphere I had quickly gave her a bright smile and began jumping. I grabbed her wrist to encourage her to join me, and soon she was back to the same cheerful Soonyi, her fox hat's paws flapping around wildly.

As I walked down the hall toward the practice room, ruffling my hair, I couldn't help but smile fondly at the thought of how happy she looked. It was so genuine. I couldn't help but always want her to have that expression. So, to say my stomach dropped when I turned the corner was and understatement. It almost felt as if my heart shattered some. Soonyi sat curled into a ball on the floor, sobbing into her baggy grey hoodie. And as she looked up at me, her rosy cheeks streaked with tears and make up, I felt as if the world began to spin away as the only thing I could see was the anguish in her eyes.

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Any VIPs out there with that title? Eh?

I went to see BigBang in concert in New Jersey and it was beautiful. All the fans were so nice to each other and I was so happy I got to see my ultimate bias group live. Hopefully BTS will be next !!

CLIFF HANGER. YOU'RE WELCOME

credit to kpoplyrics.net for the english lyric translations

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-GDB