2015.04.14

SoJung

Cereal w/ Milk (Breafast)- 160   10 calores from fat

Hello Pandas (Snack)- 80   35 calories from fat

Yogurt w/ Nuts, Juice Box(Lunch) 180, 15 calories from fat,  60

Protien Bar(Dinner)- 230   25 calories from fat

Total: 610

Forget it. I am never going to stop. This is something that I cannot let go of. 

 What is too much and what is too little, really? Too little food, exersize, or school makes me sad, but too much makes me feel even worse.

 Back home now: I want to go back. I can't get any better here.

 Sister: 'Why do you like sad songs so much? You just like being sad.'

There are some things that I am just not allowed to say.

  Nobody ever notices that I am sick. I look fine on the outside, but what I actually feel, is different. Or, am I just making myself take it all too far?

 [Listening to: Ailee- Singing Got Better]

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I am just going to type this later... people in my typing class are looking at my screne... Oh, and I apologize but the chapters may be just SLIGHTLY out of order... I discovered some on my 'notes' app in my phone... well, then. But, I always wrote the date when I wrote. Thank you! ;)