Hyukjae's Pv: 

Out of no where someone just jumped me and kissed me, I pushed the person away harshly,

"what the hell!" I yelled, and looked at the person,

"Junsu?" 

He smirked,

"How have you been love? missed me?" 

"What the hell are you doing?"

I said with anger in my voice, and thought this is what nana warned me about. 

"What? I mean are you afraid your new toy would be jealous? me and you both know you would be done with him soon anyway." 

"you better walk away before..

"jealous? ha, boy if your going to make me jealous your kiss has to be something like this" 

and suddenly Hae pulled me close and slammed our lips together, ravishing my mouth, making both of us moan a bit, we didn't care that we where in the middle of the lobby with people around. When we parted because of much needed air, we looked at each other and while panting hard I smiled

What the hell Hae baby you made me hard, what are we suppose to do now?

He smiled too, and

we just have to hurry home so you can take me hard

We looked ahead of us, and saw that Junsu had left, I smiled and kissed Hae's temple,

"your amazing baby" 

And we walked outside, towards the car, when we suddenly saw Junsu with 5 others, I could tell right away what they wanted, 

"Hae, go inside"

And Hae walked slowly back inside,

And I toke of my jacket, so I only had a t-shirt on.

"so you still hang out with the gang I see Junsu" 

"Yeah well I know how to be loyal"

And he made a sign and made them start attacking me, they where no match for me, after few punches and kicks they where all on the ground. I looked up and saw Hae standing there. He quickly looked down, 

"Hae I'm sorry but..." 

"Lets just go Hyuk" 

And he hurried and walked passed me and got in the car. He didn't say a word on our way home, and kept avoiding my eyes. He must be mad at me for fighting. 

When we got in the apartment, he was walking fast towards the bed room but I pulled him close to me and gave him a hug, 

"Hae, don't be mad at me please, I'm sorry but..." 

I felt something poking me and I looked at Hae, who was blushing,

"Hae...uhm your hard?" 

He blushed even more and 

"Hyuk I'm sorry I know I don't like violence but I was going inside when I remembered you would be stronger if I was close, and so I stayed and, when I saw you fight, it just, it just...."

I smirked,

"just what baby?"

"it just , I mean its not my fault your seriously y when you fight, and I'm embarrassed" 

I chuckled and pulled him close to give him a passionate kiss, which turned into a heated one. I carried him into our bedroom and position him on the bed. During passionate kissing, clothes went off and we had needy, passionate .

After couple of rounds, we where exhausted and was just laying down cuddling. 

"Hae?.."

"yeah?"

"Sora was 2 years older then me, she was outgoing, smart, funny, a lot of times you remind me of her. But we acted like twins, we both loved dancing, we did almost everything together. But she also had the big sister protective side whenever it was needed. Like when I first came out and was bullied at school. 

I was 16 and had my first crush, who was my best friend at that time, but he rejected me and told the whole school how disgusting I was. My other friends started to avoid me too. So I moved in with nana and granpa, since dad hated the fact that I was gay.

When I was 17, she died in a car accident. Would think people at school would feel sorry for me for losing my sister, but it just made them bully me more since she wasn't around.

It was close to my 18th birthday when it happened, I got beaten up so bad that I ended up in the hospital. I woke up and found my father there, I guess in the papers I still was under their care. He toke me out of the hospital even thou the doctors said I should stay few more days. Thought maybe they had changed, but as soon as we got home, he pushed me in my room, and started beating me, saying If I was weak enough to let this happened then I deserved it. And that I should have