First time they locked eyes with each other, sadness that filled it was cleared. What stayed was pure interest.

For him, was why was she sitting alone in that bench miles away from Kpop group without screaming like the girls her age? Maybe she didn't know them? But if she didn't, why did she smile the moment their eyes locked?!

For her, it was the reason. She wanted to know the reason. The reason why his eyes was filled with pure sadness and loneliness while he was obviously surrounded by people who will love him no matter what?! The reason why he didn't look away when their eyes met and the reason why she liked looking at him in the eyes so freaking much.

It didn't take them a minute before they were forced to look away.

Second time, it was only N who noticed her at first. She was miles away from the studio wearing the same outfit as last time they meet 1 week ago. Her headphones were dangling from her ears as she closed her eyes to enjoy the music that danced in her ears.

When she opened them, her eyes landed first thing on N's brown locks. She could swear he actually saw her this time. But when he looked away after wards, she knew it really was impossible.

First time they talked, N was furious. He was surrounded by sasangs for the first time in his life, and it didn't feel good. Even if they weren't after him, or maybe they are, it was still so upsetting. So when N passed by the back exit of the MBC music station and his eyes landed on her familiar figure, he didn't think twice before he got everything out on her.

"What are you doing here?" he asked, with a tone full of anger. She looked at him with wide eyes as she couldn't believe he saw her. Did he actually see her all that time? That was all she thought of.

"Are you a stalker? Cauz seriously I see you almost everywhere I go" wow that was the answer. But was she really happy to hear it?!

Someone then suddenly opened the door and told N to hurry because he's up next.

"Just please leave" N said, before he closed the door behind him. And there stood Lily with still widened eyes and partly opened mouth with no freaking idea what to do now.

Author's note :

So before anything, a HUGE shout out to my lovely, amazing,ONE OF A KIND Uniee dancingmachinejongin xD xD She's the reason why I'm publishing this in the first place <3

This is my first story here, I only posted a one shot :) It will be N focused CAUZ I JUST LOVE HIM

Thanks to ✚ C I R C U S ; GRAPHICS for the poster above <3

HUGE THANK YOU TO "Spotlight posters" For this amazing poster xD