Everyone back to school and Yoong too.

 

 

Yoong and his friend talk for awhile while waiting for the two princess.

 

 

And that's is Tiffany and Jessica.

 

 

"that two. Aishh" said Hyoyeon.

 

 

 

"Just wait for them Hyo."said Sunny.

 

 

Yoong POV 

 

 

As the class start, Jessica didn't show up.

 

 

I begin to worry. So I check my phone and find one massage from her.

 

 

Jessica Jung^^

 

I need to rest for three days. Yesterday I collapse at night when I was asleep and now I'm in hospital. Come visit if you want.

 

 

She's sick? Her cancer back?

 

 

Or it just normal thing that happen often to her?

 

 

I need to visit her later.

 

 

As soon the class end, I didn't think of other class and run to my car.

 

 

I need to see her now. She have to be okay.

 

 

~~~~

 

 

Jessica POV

 

 

No massage.

 

 

I sigh.

 

 

Is he mad at me because I didn't tell him earlier and make him worried?

 

 

I sigh.

 

 

"Stop sighing unnie. What are you thinking anyway?"

 

 

"Nothing"

 

 

Krystal decide not to go to school today because she was beyond worried about me.

 

 

So today she didn't go to school and she's here with me.

 

 

"Unnie. Yoong Oppa. Don't you thing he so handsome?"

 

 

"What? Are you interested on him?"

 

 

"Nope. Just asking."

 

 

I glared at her.

 

 

Well he. He quiet handsome.

 

 

"He. His a nice person and"

 

 

Before I finish my word someone came in to the room.

 

 

I smile as I recognized the familiar figure on the door.

 

 

"You're okay?"

 

 

"Mm" I said while nodding.

 

 

"Oppa. Come sit here!"

 

 

Yoong POV

 

 

"I'm glad you're okay Jessica Jung"

 

 

She smile.

 

 

How I wish that smile will last any longer.

 

 

I let out a smile and squeeze her hand.

 

 

I don't want to loose her.

 

 

Just not now.

 

 

"Why are you staring at me like that huh?"

 

 

"I want to stay beside you Jessica Jung. I like you ever since I first saw you. I wanted to be with you"

 

 

She stare at me with no expression.

 

 

I believe she's shock right now.

 

 

But I'm telling the truth right now.

 

 

I wanted to be with her forever.

 

 

I wanted to make her happy.

 

 

I want everything for her.

 

 

That's what I willing before I die.

 

 

"Listen Yoong. You don't want to be in relationship with me okay? It's not good for you"

 

 

 

"No. I want to be with you an that's final"

 

 

"One day I'm gonna blow up! I'm a grenade!!! Someday I will blow up and die!!! You want that?"

 

 

You're going to be fine. 

 

 

Because I'm the one who will leave you first.

 

 

"There's an operation. You should go. For me. For us! I want you to be cured. Even thought it's only 50% success you still have a chance"

 

 

"Believe me y-"

 

 

"Unnie! I brought your dinner!"

 

 

~~~~

 

 

"She's asleep now"

 

 

Krystal nod.

 

 

They walk out from the room and close the door quietly.

 

 

"You can go back in. It's okay I can go by myself"

 

 

"I have something to ask oppa"

 

 

"Ohh what is it?"

 

 

Should I ask him now. Thought Krystal.

 

 

She take a deep breath and sigh.

 

 

"Oppa. What stadium are you?"

 

 

 

He chuckled.

 

 

"What are you talking about Soojung?"

 

 

"I'm not joking. Sulli told me everything"

 

 

Suddenly his face turn serious.

 

 

And Krystal realized what she just said was the truth.

 

 

"Why are you asking me that?"

 

 

"Because I wanted to know why you always be with my sister all the time"

 

 

"Because I love her"

 

 

The young girl could only stay quiet with the sudden answer.

 

 

She can't believe that the boy infront her can be so fast to answer it.

 

 

She can't believe her ears.

 

 

Did she just hear it right?

 

 

 

It's not dream right?

 

 

 

"I'm willing my life to make her happy and I know I know she will live forever like normal people. Even thought I only have 1 year to live, I still want to make her happy before I die. I want my name to be in her last memories. I want her to stay happy before I die"

 

 

 

"You know when she knew you will gone, she won't be happy right?"

 

 

"I know and I promise you she will live and smile with you. Even thought forever never exist, as long as you live with her, she will be happy"

 

 

 

Krystal let out a big smile and hug him.

 

 

She's glad to see him.

 

 

She's glad to see such a great oppa like him.

 

 

"I like you oppa. Please make my sister happy"

 

 

"I will Soojung. I will"

 

 

 

~~~~~

 

 

"It's just the affect of the chemo. Come visit if you want."

 

 

"Alright"

 

 

I hang up the phone and look down to the grass.

 

 

Now almost everyone know everything about my illness.

 

 

 

Hope Jessica won't know it.

 

 

Please let me stay with her a little longer.

 

 

Because I want to see her smile before I die.

 

 

"Hey tumor. Don't comeback first okay? Don't make me sick"