"Sooyeon are you ready?" said the women in her 40 age. 

 

 

 

the girl take her bags and oxygen cylinder. 

 

 

 

she drag the oxygen along with her to the living room. 

 

 

 

"You ready?" 

 

 

 

"Yes mom" 

 

 

 

Jessica POV 

 

 

 

hi my name is Jessica Jung Sooyeon. i currently in my teenager age. and that's mean i'm 17 years old. 

 

 

 

i have friend. alot of friend including my oxygen cylinders. 

 

 

 

i attend in the biggest high school in South Korea. name Seoul National University. 

 

 

 

i diagnosise in lung cancer. i know it when i was 12 years old. i feel hard to breath and dizzy. 

 

 

 

doctor say i can't live any longer but i did. and they said it's a miracle for me. 

 

 

 

on my 17 years old, i don't have boyfriend or anyone else that have relationship with me. 

 

 

 

except my friend. they always there for me. 

 

 

 

they always there to comfort me and to support me. 

 

 

 

i'm really happy but on the other side i always sad. i don't get to live normal life like them.

 

 

 

go to club, drinking. but i can't. 

 

 

 

but they can. and i'm jealous with my sister too. 

 

 

 

she can live her life normal like other people do. 

 

 

running aorund the park. play and sort of. 

 

 

 

i wish i never diagnosise in cancer. but what can i do?

 

 

 

i can sense someday i will die because of this damn cancer. 

 

 

 

"Unnie. tonight let's have dinner together okay? don't go to sleep yet!" 

 

 

 

"alright Soojung" 

 

 

 

my sister always there for me too. 

 

 

 

she support me and help me to get rid of my cancer. 

 

 

 

when i nearly die when i was 12 years old, my sister's there with my parents. 

 

 

 

they're waiting for me to close my eyes. when i woke up, i don't even know if they still want me or not. 

 

 

 

because they already said those word. 

 

 

 

"Y-y-you can go Sooyeon. y-y-you don't have to push it anymore" 

 

 

 

that's what my mother said to me before i close my eyes. 

 

 

 

and the last person i remember before i close my eyes is only my sister. 

 

 

 

she's too young to see me dying right infront her. 

 

 

 

and when i woke up, i could only think of my sister. i love her and i don't want to leave her alone in earth. 

 

 

 

and i hate myself for not being so good to her. but right now, i have change the wrong. 

 

 

 

i want to see her happy before i die and yes. i did it. 

 

 

 

after a long way from my house to the school, we finally arrive

 

 

"We will pick you both later okay?"

 

 

"Okay mom"

 

 

 

"Love you guys"

 

 

"Love you too mommy daddy" we both said in unison before going to the building.

 

 

"Unnie I'll be going now. You're friends are waiting for you"

 

 

I smile and nod.

 

 

So this is it. My ordinary life.

 

 

Go to school study talk and read books in library.

 

 

And there they are. My friend.

 

 

"Annyeong guys!"

 

 

 

"Jessica Jung Sooyeon. Why you're late" ask the midget.

 

 

Okay the midget is Kim Taeyeon.

 

 

His the oldest in the group.

 

 

And right now his dating my friend Tiffany Hwang.

 

 

"Shut up Tae. Don't act like Mr. Shin. It's makes me sick"

 

 

"Come on Sica! Smile!!! Today's weather are nice!!!" 

 

 

and that's is Sunny. My close friend for now.

 

 

And she's dating the big mouth name Choi Sooyoung.

 

 

His the tallest among us. 

 

 

And he quiet noisy too.

 

 

And the last one is Kim Hyoyeon.

 

 

She's the best dancer among us.

 

 

Before I know I admire her and I don't know how I can be friend with her.

 

 

But I glad to know about her.

 

 

"So~~~ how's your condition Sica? Getting better?"

 

 

 

I chuckled. 

 

 

"The result say my condition getting worst. But there's no cancer anymore. But still. I need to breath with this oxygen"

 

 

"Hope you get better Sica"

 

 

"Yeah. You will get through this"

 

 

"Thx guys"

 

 

~~~~~ 

 

 

Author POV 

 

 

The six people walk together to their classroom.

 

 

And by the way this is their last year in high school.

 

 

They want to spend their last year in high school with a happy moment together.

 

 

They don't want to forget this moment they have.

 

 

 

And especially they want to make Jessica happy.

 

 

 

They want her to smile every time.

 

 

Because they know someday, someday she would leave them.

 

 

"So there will be a new student in our last year of high school?"

 

 

"I heard they're from USA"

 

 

"Well it's the same like you both" said Sooyoung.

 

 

Jessica just smile and put both earphone on her ears.

 

 

She just to lazy to talk now.

 

 

"Ya! Take that!!!"

 

 

"Ya!!! Bwo yah?!!! Come here"

 

 

Than her attention is get caught by the two couple out from the window.

 

 

They were playing around and smile a each other.

 

 

How she wish, she can have boyfriend.

 

 

While busy with her own mind, she didn't even  notice the two new student infront.

 

 

~~~~~

 

 

Someone POV

 

 

I stare at her. It seems that she didn't notice my presence.

 

 

Probably she's the quiet girl among the other?

 

 

"Hi I'm Sunny! Nice to meet you"

 

 

"Hi. I'm Im Yoong nice to meet you and this is my friend Kwon Yuri"

 

 

"Hi!!!" 

 

 

"Hi guys! This is my friend. Taeyeon Sooyoung Tiffany and Hyoyeon"

 

 

"Hi guys"

 

 

I smile at them.

 

 

"Ohh and that is Jessica Jung Sooyeon. She really not in the mood to talk right now. Probably agrees out" said the girl name Tiffany.

 

 

So her name is Jessica?

 

 

I smile silently while I keep admiring her.

 

 

She's beautiful and I bet she's a cancer patient too.

 

 

I saw her once and I don't know I can see her again.

 

 

I kinda see her in hospital.

 

 

"Ya Yoong. What are you thinking?"

 

 

"Uh? Oh? Nothing."

 

 

Jessica Jung. 

 

 

You give me interested.